The past 9 days since I last posted have been some of the hardest...but also the sweetest.
Tave has been so sick and we found out that it was an ear infection. He's now on antibotics and finally doing well and sleeping through the night again.
Enter Weston. Weston has had stomach pain which switched to ear pain. Totally unrelated but they each have kept him up many many nights.
Which means that between the two boys, Jeff and I have not slept through the night in over 2 weeks.
It's been a little rough. Oh who am I kidding? It's been a LOT rough.
But we have had some awesome days at home snuggling, cuddling, watching movies, staying in our pjs and just hanging out. Because we've been inside so much, I have been THE entertainment for hours on end.
It has been really good for us. These sicknesses have forced me to take a break and put the cleaning/organizing/and other stuff on hold.
My Christmas shopping may not be done (we were so sad we had to miss the free babysitting from the Beehives due to this sickness!!!) and my cards aren't out yet, but we have truly enjoyed each other and had so much fun.
And I can't say enough about my wonderful hubby- he always takes his turn in the middle of the night, cleans up when I don't want to clean another dish, and lets me run upstairs and take a nap after dinner when I just can't keep going.
With the Christmas tree sparkling, light music in the background, and love and snuggles abounding, we truly are feeling the Spirit of the season.
And there is magic in our home.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Our Gratitude Project
I took a little break from posting. I didn't mean for it to go so long, but it was nice to stay away. To take the time to get other things done and not worry about writing every day.
Despite my lack of posting, we have continued to talk about the things we were grateful for and all of the blessings in our lives. We celebrated our month of gratitude with family during Thanksgiving and we enjoyed every minute with everyone.
I am feeling overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with the many blessings I have. With the love that my Heavenly Father shows me through the people he puts in my life.
I am grateful for my parents. For their love, support, and guidance. For the love that they show my children and the wonderful grandparents they are. I am so grateful that I am their daughter and I grew up in their home. I am the person I am because of them.
I am grateful for my 'other' parents. For how they raised their son so that he could become the man I have fallen in love with. I am grateful for their immediate love and acceptance of me. And I am so thankful for how much they love my boys.
I am grateful for my siblings (ALL 12 of them) For each of their unique personalities and the amazing things they teach me. For the giving, the kindnesses, and the support I receive from them.
I am grateful for friends. For those listening ears and thoughtful times when they know just what I need that day.
I am grateful for my sweet boys. For all that I learn and the mother I am becoming because of them. I can't imagine my life without them.
Above all- I am so thankful for my incredible husband. He loves me unconditionally and continually puts my needs before his own. I am deeply grateful to my Heavenly Father who knew just the kind of person I would need beside me in this life. I am grateful that we are sealed together for eternity and that we have that long to learn, grow, and become better together. Amd I will be forever grateful that Jeff chose me. I am grateful for the wonderful father he is becoming and how absolutely amazing he is with our boys. I love you, babe.
I am so blessed.
Despite my lack of posting, we have continued to talk about the things we were grateful for and all of the blessings in our lives. We celebrated our month of gratitude with family during Thanksgiving and we enjoyed every minute with everyone.
I am feeling overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with the many blessings I have. With the love that my Heavenly Father shows me through the people he puts in my life.
I am grateful for my parents. For their love, support, and guidance. For the love that they show my children and the wonderful grandparents they are. I am so grateful that I am their daughter and I grew up in their home. I am the person I am because of them.
I am grateful for my 'other' parents. For how they raised their son so that he could become the man I have fallen in love with. I am grateful for their immediate love and acceptance of me. And I am so thankful for how much they love my boys.
I am grateful for my siblings (ALL 12 of them) For each of their unique personalities and the amazing things they teach me. For the giving, the kindnesses, and the support I receive from them.
I am grateful for friends. For those listening ears and thoughtful times when they know just what I need that day.
I am grateful for my sweet boys. For all that I learn and the mother I am becoming because of them. I can't imagine my life without them.
Above all- I am so thankful for my incredible husband. He loves me unconditionally and continually puts my needs before his own. I am deeply grateful to my Heavenly Father who knew just the kind of person I would need beside me in this life. I am grateful that we are sealed together for eternity and that we have that long to learn, grow, and become better together. Amd I will be forever grateful that Jeff chose me. I am grateful for the wonderful father he is becoming and how absolutely amazing he is with our boys. I love you, babe.
I am so blessed.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Our Gratitude Project
Jeff: I am grateful for a wife who works so hard to keep our home organized.
Weston: I am thankful that I got to see my grandpa and he gave me a dollar so I can pick out a toy.
Tave: is thankful for hugs from his Grandpa great. He loved seeing him one last time and wouldn't let Grandpa put him down.
Nicole: I am thankful for organization. I am not an organized person. I want to be and really really try to be. Today the boys and I went through all, yes ALL, of their toys! We got rid of a bunch and organized like mad. They were little troopers through my day-long obsession to get it done! And I must say, our hard work paid off. The closets look better and we now have a 'system' to our toys. LOVE it! (someday I will have my dream play room for the kiddos...but until then, I'll work with what I have!)
Weston: I am thankful that I got to see my grandpa and he gave me a dollar so I can pick out a toy.
Tave: is thankful for hugs from his Grandpa great. He loved seeing him one last time and wouldn't let Grandpa put him down.
Nicole: I am thankful for organization. I am not an organized person. I want to be and really really try to be. Today the boys and I went through all, yes ALL, of their toys! We got rid of a bunch and organized like mad. They were little troopers through my day-long obsession to get it done! And I must say, our hard work paid off. The closets look better and we now have a 'system' to our toys. LOVE it! (someday I will have my dream play room for the kiddos...but until then, I'll work with what I have!)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Our Gratitude Project
Jeff: I am thankful for little boys who make me feel like a better dad than I am. Tonight at bedtime I asked Weston what is favorite part of the day was. He told me "when daddy came home and played with me." Best part of my day.
Weston: "I am thankful for mommy and daddy. and my grandmas and grandpas. I love my grandmas and grandpas. (pause) They live far far far far far away. (another pause) Where do they live?"
Tave: is thankful for getting to play with his aunts and uncles today.
Nicole: I am thankful for how well my boys have been getting along. In the last two days their interactions have turned into playful wrestle matches. They have both enjoyed laughing and playing with each other more than toys. I absolutely love watching this new development!
Weston: "I am thankful for mommy and daddy. and my grandmas and grandpas. I love my grandmas and grandpas. (pause) They live far far far far far away. (another pause) Where do they live?"
Tave: is thankful for getting to play with his aunts and uncles today.
Nicole: I am thankful for how well my boys have been getting along. In the last two days their interactions have turned into playful wrestle matches. They have both enjoyed laughing and playing with each other more than toys. I absolutely love watching this new development!
Monday, November 16, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day - oh who cares what day, here's what we're grateful for...
Jeff - I am grateful for a little boy who has done awesome potty-training. He is always so excited when I get home so he can run and tell me how many times he went today.
Weston- That I stayed dry in my pants all day today!
Tave- is grateful that West share's his potty-training treats.
Nicole - is SOOOOO grateful that Weston had his first EVER full day of staying dry in underwear!! He did FANTASTIC!!!
Weston- That I stayed dry in my pants all day today!
Tave- is grateful that West share's his potty-training treats.
Nicole - is SOOOOO grateful that Weston had his first EVER full day of staying dry in underwear!! He did FANTASTIC!!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Our Gratitude Project...the whole weekend
We had a very busy and full weekend.
We have so much to be thankful for, here are just a few:
Each other.
Mine and Jeff's night away to Park City. We had fun, learned a lot about each other, and just enjoyed the time together.
Family who takes care of our kiddos and us.
How much the boys LOOOVE their grandparents, aunts, uncles, & cousins.
Our sweet boys. It is always so fun to come home after a night away. We all appreciate each other more.
Grandpa's visit. We had a blast over the last few days we spent with him. The boys are VERY thankful for their awesome remote control cars (from Great Grandpa)
The first snow. It is breathtaking every time.
Healthy, happy boys.
Baby showers. An evening with the ladies celebrating new life. Love it.
Bowling. My hubby showed me up, but it was a blast anyways! It's so fun to do things we don't normally do.
Weston's excitement over potty-training.
Making mistakes and learning from them. A crazy thing to be grateful for, but I really am. I love that Jeff and I have grown together and become stronger, better, and more focused on what is important.
We have so much to be thankful for, here are just a few:
Each other.
Mine and Jeff's night away to Park City. We had fun, learned a lot about each other, and just enjoyed the time together.
Family who takes care of our kiddos and us.
How much the boys LOOOVE their grandparents, aunts, uncles, & cousins.
Our sweet boys. It is always so fun to come home after a night away. We all appreciate each other more.
Grandpa's visit. We had a blast over the last few days we spent with him. The boys are VERY thankful for their awesome remote control cars (from Great Grandpa)
The first snow. It is breathtaking every time.
Healthy, happy boys.
Baby showers. An evening with the ladies celebrating new life. Love it.
Bowling. My hubby showed me up, but it was a blast anyways! It's so fun to do things we don't normally do.
Weston's excitement over potty-training.
Making mistakes and learning from them. A crazy thing to be grateful for, but I really am. I love that Jeff and I have grown together and become stronger, better, and more focused on what is important.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 9
Jeff: I am thankful for a son who calls me 'the greatest guy in the whole world' just for getting his stuck playdoh out of the container.
Weston: Umm, I am thankful for having a lot of fun with mommy and daddy and playing a lot. I am thankful for my shows. (hmm...does this mean we let him watch too much tv?!)
Tave: Is thankful for a mommy and daddy who dance around the room with him and tickle his tummy to make him laugh.
Nicole: I am thankful for my adorable, sweet Tave. This little man is a whole lot of energy wrapped into a teeny, tiny package. He has SO MUCH personality that comes busting out every minute of the day. He can throw big tantrums, but he loves even bigger. I love what he is teaching me and how we are growing together. I am forever thankful for this bundle of happiness that came our way!
Weston: Umm, I am thankful for having a lot of fun with mommy and daddy and playing a lot. I am thankful for my shows. (hmm...does this mean we let him watch too much tv?!)
Tave: Is thankful for a mommy and daddy who dance around the room with him and tickle his tummy to make him laugh.
Nicole: I am thankful for my adorable, sweet Tave. This little man is a whole lot of energy wrapped into a teeny, tiny package. He has SO MUCH personality that comes busting out every minute of the day. He can throw big tantrums, but he loves even bigger. I love what he is teaching me and how we are growing together. I am forever thankful for this bundle of happiness that came our way!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 8
Jeff: I am thankful that I am *almost* done with my master's degree...I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!
Weston: I am thankful for having fun playing and for treats.
Tave: Is thankful for a brother who chases him and plays with him. A brother who teaches him how to open the dvd player and who watches Go Diego Go with him every single day.
Nicole: I am thankful for Weston. For his fun-loving personality. For his fun and crazy sense of humor and how much he loves to make us laugh. I am thankful that Heavenly Father gave me such a wonderful little person to help me learn to be a mom. I am thankful for how much love he brings into my life and how much he helps me to be better. I have a ways to go...but he loves me. And for that I will always be thankful.
Weston: I am thankful for having fun playing and for treats.
Tave: Is thankful for a brother who chases him and plays with him. A brother who teaches him how to open the dvd player and who watches Go Diego Go with him every single day.
Nicole: I am thankful for Weston. For his fun-loving personality. For his fun and crazy sense of humor and how much he loves to make us laugh. I am thankful that Heavenly Father gave me such a wonderful little person to help me learn to be a mom. I am thankful for how much love he brings into my life and how much he helps me to be better. I have a ways to go...but he loves me. And for that I will always be thankful.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 7
Monday's Gratitudes
Jeff: I am thankful for family and family home evenings. I am thankful for the laughs of Nicole and the boys as we wrestled and played in a huge pile of leaves.
Weston: I am thankful for playing and jumping in the leaves with daddy and mommy and Tave.
Tave: Is thankful for his blanket. I think he loves it more than us sometimes!
Nicole: I am thankful for the beautiful weather we have been getting. For family nights that turn out perfectly and for the fun of getting buried in leaves by my little boys. I am thankful that they have a daddy who loves to play. I am thankful for family.
Jeff: I am thankful for family and family home evenings. I am thankful for the laughs of Nicole and the boys as we wrestled and played in a huge pile of leaves.
Weston: I am thankful for playing and jumping in the leaves with daddy and mommy and Tave.
Tave: Is thankful for his blanket. I think he loves it more than us sometimes!
Nicole: I am thankful for the beautiful weather we have been getting. For family nights that turn out perfectly and for the fun of getting buried in leaves by my little boys. I am thankful that they have a daddy who loves to play. I am thankful for family.
SYTYC
One of the things that makes me happy is crafting. I love finding new ideas and making them happen.
Well, there is an online craft contest going on right now that is just waaay too fun!
So You Think Your Crafty brings 10 crafty ladies together in one spot. Each week they are given a theme and have to create a craft project. Then all of us viewers get to vote. The person with the least votes gets 'kicked off' and at the end of the 10 weeks there will be ONE Craftiest Crafter. Sounds cool, huh.
My favorite part is all of the IDEAS that I get to go out and try!!
Here are my three favorites this week....ahh, so hard to choose:
#4, #7, and #9
Check it out and let me know what YOUR favorites are!!
Well, there is an online craft contest going on right now that is just waaay too fun!
So You Think Your Crafty brings 10 crafty ladies together in one spot. Each week they are given a theme and have to create a craft project. Then all of us viewers get to vote. The person with the least votes gets 'kicked off' and at the end of the 10 weeks there will be ONE Craftiest Crafter. Sounds cool, huh.
My favorite part is all of the IDEAS that I get to go out and try!!
Here are my three favorites this week....ahh, so hard to choose:
#4, #7, and #9
Check it out and let me know what YOUR favorites are!!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 6
Sundays Gratitudes:
Jeff, Nicole, Weston, & Tave: We are all so thankful for the beautiful, calm, relaxing day we spent together as a family. For the Spirit that is in our home, especially on Sundays, and for the day to rest and get better after such a busy past month.
We are thankful for our very special Grandma Bea who we miss so much. She is in a wonderful place, with all of the people she knows and loves who passed on before her. We love you, Grandma.
Jeff, Nicole, Weston, & Tave: We are all so thankful for the beautiful, calm, relaxing day we spent together as a family. For the Spirit that is in our home, especially on Sundays, and for the day to rest and get better after such a busy past month.
We are thankful for our very special Grandma Bea who we miss so much. She is in a wonderful place, with all of the people she knows and loves who passed on before her. We love you, Grandma.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 5
Saturdays Gratitudes:
Jeff: I am thankful for the boys long naps so I could get a LOT of things done. I am thankful for the awesome date Nicole & I were able to go on. It was great!
Weston: is thankful for the yummy treats he had with dad.
Tave: is thankful for getting to spend all day with daddy. He LOVES his daddy so much!
Nicole: I am incredibley thankful for my hubby spending the entire day with the boys so I could go to Market. I am thankful for the success that it was, I was a little worried, but it turned out fabulous!!! I am so thankful to Shawn & Abby for watching our little guys so we could go on a much needed date that night. And I am thankful, again, to my wonderful husband who gave me tickets to see SYTYCD!!! It was A-MAZING and wonderful and we had SO much fun. Pictures to come...
Jeff: I am thankful for the boys long naps so I could get a LOT of things done. I am thankful for the awesome date Nicole & I were able to go on. It was great!
Weston: is thankful for the yummy treats he had with dad.
Tave: is thankful for getting to spend all day with daddy. He LOVES his daddy so much!
Nicole: I am incredibley thankful for my hubby spending the entire day with the boys so I could go to Market. I am thankful for the success that it was, I was a little worried, but it turned out fabulous!!! I am so thankful to Shawn & Abby for watching our little guys so we could go on a much needed date that night. And I am thankful, again, to my wonderful husband who gave me tickets to see SYTYCD!!! It was A-MAZING and wonderful and we had SO much fun. Pictures to come...
Friday, November 6, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 4
Fridays Gratitudes:
Jeff: Is grateful to get my wife back after tomorrow!
Weston & Tave: are grateful that the Bijou Market will be over tomorrow so they get their mommy back!
Nicole: I am grateful for my supportive husband. For all the late nights he put in with me so I wouldn't be up crocheting by myself. For his help in 'hiding' all of those threads and in glueing 100 flowers together.
Jeff: Is grateful to get my wife back after tomorrow!
Weston & Tave: are grateful that the Bijou Market will be over tomorrow so they get their mommy back!
Nicole: I am grateful for my supportive husband. For all the late nights he put in with me so I wouldn't be up crocheting by myself. For his help in 'hiding' all of those threads and in glueing 100 flowers together.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 3
Jeff: I am thankful for good friends who have my wife over for dinner while I'm away at school and then are thoughtful enough to send some home for me. The egg rolls and fried rice were DELICIOUS! Thanks, Liz.
Weston: I am thankful for my big spider man. I got him in my Easter basket and he is really cool.
Tave: Tave is thankful for outside. He says 'outside' all day long and is happiest when he is exploring the outdoors.
Nicole: I am incredibely grateful for all the help that is pouring my way lately: A friend who watched my kiddos so I could get my hair cut and colored, a sister who put together an awesome poster for me for the market, a friend who had me over to hang out and get some planning done, and a friend who had us over for dinner. I was well taken care of today. Thank you. So very much.
Weston: I am thankful for my big spider man. I got him in my Easter basket and he is really cool.
Tave: Tave is thankful for outside. He says 'outside' all day long and is happiest when he is exploring the outdoors.
Nicole: I am incredibely grateful for all the help that is pouring my way lately: A friend who watched my kiddos so I could get my hair cut and colored, a sister who put together an awesome poster for me for the market, a friend who had me over to hang out and get some planning done, and a friend who had us over for dinner. I was well taken care of today. Thank you. So very much.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Our Gratitude Project Day 2
Jeff: I am so grateful for temples. I was able to go with some of my seminary students today and it was amazing- the perfect start to my day.
Weston: I am thankful for my grandmas and grandpas. Me: Why are you thankful for them? W: Because I love them.
I am thankful for Shar & Trav. I am thankful for trees because they are big. I am thankful for our house. Some people don't have a house. (I am amazed at the insight of little children. He teaches me so much.)
Tave: He is thankful for snuggles. Boy this kiddo loves to snuggle. And hug and love. We are thankful for him.
Nicole: I am thankful for beautiful sun-shiny days when you least expect them. For being able to run and jump and chase my kiddos all around the park. For the joy of having fun with my boys.
Weston: I am thankful for my grandmas and grandpas. Me: Why are you thankful for them? W: Because I love them.
I am thankful for Shar & Trav. I am thankful for trees because they are big. I am thankful for our house. Some people don't have a house. (I am amazed at the insight of little children. He teaches me so much.)
Tave: He is thankful for snuggles. Boy this kiddo loves to snuggle. And hug and love. We are thankful for him.
Nicole: I am thankful for beautiful sun-shiny days when you least expect them. For being able to run and jump and chase my kiddos all around the park. For the joy of having fun with my boys.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Our Gratitude Project
We've started a gratitude list as a family. To make it fun for the boys we are writing down one thing each day that we are thankful for on a turkey feather. (hey, they're 3 and 1, we have to make it interesting!)
I'll do my regular posting every so often, but mostly this month will be a list of the things we feel so blessed to have. Each and every one of these gratitudes are the beauty in our days.
Jeff: I am grateful that despite my hesitations in preparing this lesson, it turned out really well with all of my classes. I am grateful for the time Nicole & I were able to spend together relaxing a bit tonight.
Weston: Is grateful for his blanket. In his words: "Mommy, I love my blankets." yes he sure does.
Tave: I have to say that Tave would most definitely ditto West. He is grateful for his blankets. He looooves those soft little things.
Nicole: I am grateful that I made it through teaching R.S. on Sunday. I definitely had some help from Heavenly Father. I am grateful to the amazingly talented women who shared the beauty of music through song and piano. I am so inspired by music.
I am grateful for my dear husband, who snuggles by my side as I crochet into the wee hours of the night. He is incredibley supportive and wonderful.
I am grateful for a sister who is willing to help me with anything at a moments notice. Who makes me laugh when I'm stressed, tells me to chill out when I need to, and invites me over for dinner when Jeff is at school.
I have so much.
I'll do my regular posting every so often, but mostly this month will be a list of the things we feel so blessed to have. Each and every one of these gratitudes are the beauty in our days.
Jeff: I am grateful that despite my hesitations in preparing this lesson, it turned out really well with all of my classes. I am grateful for the time Nicole & I were able to spend together relaxing a bit tonight.
Weston: Is grateful for his blanket. In his words: "Mommy, I love my blankets." yes he sure does.
Tave: I have to say that Tave would most definitely ditto West. He is grateful for his blankets. He looooves those soft little things.
Nicole: I am grateful that I made it through teaching R.S. on Sunday. I definitely had some help from Heavenly Father. I am grateful to the amazingly talented women who shared the beauty of music through song and piano. I am so inspired by music.
I am grateful for my dear husband, who snuggles by my side as I crochet into the wee hours of the night. He is incredibley supportive and wonderful.
I am grateful for a sister who is willing to help me with anything at a moments notice. Who makes me laugh when I'm stressed, tells me to chill out when I need to, and invites me over for dinner when Jeff is at school.
I have so much.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Music. Gratitude. Beauty.
One of the blogs that I read is writing about the beauty in her day, each day this week.
I thought that was cool since that is what my blog is all about.
(Maybe you haven't caught it, but that is my intent: to write about the beautiful things that happen in my day.)
So today she asked the question: Where do YOU find beauty on Mondays?
It got me thinking about our Mondays.
Jeff goes off to work and we wake up to no daddy. That is so sad for the boys. They come running into our room asking for him. And I have to say "Daddy's at work." Yuk, I hate it too.
I'm realizing (a little late) that I should have some special plans for Mondays. Make a tradition out of some of the little things. I'll have to work on that and post about what I plan. But I'm getting excited at the idea of making Mondays more special than they have been.
However, we did do something pretty awesome today to make it a beautiful day:
We listened to Christmas music!!!
I absolutely loooooove Christmas time. And the music is definitely what makes it such a special holiday. Music is such a powerful way to bring the Spirit into our home, to lift the mood, and brighten our days.
Christmas music is even better.
That being said, I DO love Thanksgiving as well. And I am not skipping over it at all.
For me, the two holidays are very closely related.
I love my Savior. I love celebrating His birth and His life. And Thanksgiving, for me, is a time to give thanks for that and all the other blessings I have because of Him and our Father in Heaven.
Through music, the Christmas Spirit comes into our home early to help us recognize and remember what we have been blessed with.
It was so neat to have Weston getting excited over the music we listened to on our drive. And to hear Tave humming to "Little Drummer Boy" was priceless.
I absolutely love this time of year.
I can't wait to start some wonderful Holiday traditions with our boys.
And it all began today!
Now, for the entire month of November, I'll be posting our gratitude lists. Each day we will each be writing something for which we are thankful. I am sure this will help us to find the beauty in every day.
Afterall, it's easy to see, when we take the time to look.
I thought that was cool since that is what my blog is all about.
(Maybe you haven't caught it, but that is my intent: to write about the beautiful things that happen in my day.)
So today she asked the question: Where do YOU find beauty on Mondays?
It got me thinking about our Mondays.
Jeff goes off to work and we wake up to no daddy. That is so sad for the boys. They come running into our room asking for him. And I have to say "Daddy's at work." Yuk, I hate it too.
I'm realizing (a little late) that I should have some special plans for Mondays. Make a tradition out of some of the little things. I'll have to work on that and post about what I plan. But I'm getting excited at the idea of making Mondays more special than they have been.
However, we did do something pretty awesome today to make it a beautiful day:
We listened to Christmas music!!!
I absolutely loooooove Christmas time. And the music is definitely what makes it such a special holiday. Music is such a powerful way to bring the Spirit into our home, to lift the mood, and brighten our days.
Christmas music is even better.
That being said, I DO love Thanksgiving as well. And I am not skipping over it at all.
For me, the two holidays are very closely related.
I love my Savior. I love celebrating His birth and His life. And Thanksgiving, for me, is a time to give thanks for that and all the other blessings I have because of Him and our Father in Heaven.
Through music, the Christmas Spirit comes into our home early to help us recognize and remember what we have been blessed with.
It was so neat to have Weston getting excited over the music we listened to on our drive. And to hear Tave humming to "Little Drummer Boy" was priceless.
I absolutely love this time of year.
I can't wait to start some wonderful Holiday traditions with our boys.
And it all began today!
Now, for the entire month of November, I'll be posting our gratitude lists. Each day we will each be writing something for which we are thankful. I am sure this will help us to find the beauty in every day.
Afterall, it's easy to see, when we take the time to look.
Friday
Somehow I missed posting on Friday.
I really thought I had and so I'm kind of wondering what happened?
It was a great day, I am sure.
But because our weekend was so busy and fun, I really can't remember.
I am kind of a forgetful person. I think having two kiddos has done that to me. Wow..what's going to happen once I have more?!
So Friday was great, Friday was wonderful. And Friday was the best day of my life.
I just don't remember.
Haha. I crack myself up.
Ooooh, I just wrote that line and was reminded of something funny:
I must tell Weston quite often that he 'cracks me up' because he has started to say it.
Except he can't say crack.
So he tells me "Mom, I crap you up, huh." And I bust out laughing.
Every single time.
Then I say, "Yes, West, you CRACK me up." But he still doesn't get that he's saying it wrong.
And I love it.
In our house c.r.a.p. is a bad word, but I just can't fix this one...
I really thought I had and so I'm kind of wondering what happened?
It was a great day, I am sure.
But because our weekend was so busy and fun, I really can't remember.
I am kind of a forgetful person. I think having two kiddos has done that to me. Wow..what's going to happen once I have more?!
So Friday was great, Friday was wonderful. And Friday was the best day of my life.
I just don't remember.
Haha. I crack myself up.
Ooooh, I just wrote that line and was reminded of something funny:
I must tell Weston quite often that he 'cracks me up' because he has started to say it.
Except he can't say crack.
So he tells me "Mom, I crap you up, huh." And I bust out laughing.
Every single time.
Then I say, "Yes, West, you CRACK me up." But he still doesn't get that he's saying it wrong.
And I love it.
In our house c.r.a.p. is a bad word, but I just can't fix this one...
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Today's Happy Moments
We have coughs and colds again.
So we had some tired/cranky/not so happy moments.
But we definitely had some fabulous ones too:
The boys and I returned some items to the store. I LOVE when I realize I don't need something. It's such a great feeling to make that choice. Now I have to start doing it before I take the item home!
While we were out and about we found a Christmas present. The Christmas present for a little niece. Oh I can't wait to see her scream with excitement when she opens it. It's that good. Check. Another one off the list. I absolutely LOVE Christmas shopping!!
Weston lost his Spiderman a few months ago. A really cool, not so cheap Spiderman. We (meaning I) have searched high and low and it is not to be found. He has been pretty good about it and has been saying for the past month that he will ask Santa for it again. So today, while out and about, I found a great deal on an awesome Spiderman. Hmm....Weston was with me. I tried to hide it, but anyone who has ever shopped with a 3 year old knows that they see all... and I mean ALL!!!
But I couldn't pass up on this deal. It was TJMaxx...which, when you find one you aren't finding it again. So I had to get it. And despite me hiding it under the niece's gift, he did indeed see. And he got excited and thrilled and kept saying how he wanted to save it for Christmas.
So he knows and i hate that. But I love that he's excited and okay with saving it and that I got a great deal.
Jeff's class was cancelled. Always a happy moment when that happens. Daddy was home early. LOVE that.
At the end of the day we danced.
We each picked up a kiddo and twirled and swayed and waltzed ourselves into a fantastic family moment.
I wish we had the camera out to capture Tave's delighted squeals and Weston's belly laugh.
It was the highlight of my day.
After our dancing, as we were tucking each sweet little boy into their beds we heard a knock on the door.
Our home teacher brought us cupcakes. Of the Cupcake Chic variety.
Mmmm...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
A few minutes later another knock on the door came from a wonderful friend dropping off some tasty halloween treats.
Wow. We are spoiled.
You can bet we'll be spreading some love around soon...it's definitely our turn to give!
So we had some tired/cranky/not so happy moments.
But we definitely had some fabulous ones too:
The boys and I returned some items to the store. I LOVE when I realize I don't need something. It's such a great feeling to make that choice. Now I have to start doing it before I take the item home!
While we were out and about we found a Christmas present. The Christmas present for a little niece. Oh I can't wait to see her scream with excitement when she opens it. It's that good. Check. Another one off the list. I absolutely LOVE Christmas shopping!!
Weston lost his Spiderman a few months ago. A really cool, not so cheap Spiderman. We (meaning I) have searched high and low and it is not to be found. He has been pretty good about it and has been saying for the past month that he will ask Santa for it again. So today, while out and about, I found a great deal on an awesome Spiderman. Hmm....Weston was with me. I tried to hide it, but anyone who has ever shopped with a 3 year old knows that they see all... and I mean ALL!!!
But I couldn't pass up on this deal. It was TJMaxx...which, when you find one you aren't finding it again. So I had to get it. And despite me hiding it under the niece's gift, he did indeed see. And he got excited and thrilled and kept saying how he wanted to save it for Christmas.
So he knows and i hate that. But I love that he's excited and okay with saving it and that I got a great deal.
Jeff's class was cancelled. Always a happy moment when that happens. Daddy was home early. LOVE that.
At the end of the day we danced.
We each picked up a kiddo and twirled and swayed and waltzed ourselves into a fantastic family moment.
I wish we had the camera out to capture Tave's delighted squeals and Weston's belly laugh.
It was the highlight of my day.
After our dancing, as we were tucking each sweet little boy into their beds we heard a knock on the door.
Our home teacher brought us cupcakes. Of the Cupcake Chic variety.
Mmmm...my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
A few minutes later another knock on the door came from a wonderful friend dropping off some tasty halloween treats.
Wow. We are spoiled.
You can bet we'll be spreading some love around soon...it's definitely our turn to give!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
SYTYCD
We've been watching auditions but, for me, the real show begins now!
I love when they have it narrowed down to the top 20 and we get to really see the dancers learn and grow and perform!
Tonights show got me so excited for the Season 5 Tour...we are going in a week and half and I can't wait!!!!
I love when they have it narrowed down to the top 20 and we get to really see the dancers learn and grow and perform!
Tonights show got me so excited for the Season 5 Tour...we are going in a week and half and I can't wait!!!!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Snow
It snowed today.
The boys stared out the window and watched as the flakes got bigger and bigger.
Seeing their wonder and awe turned a gray, snowy, freezing cold day into something magical.
I love how my children help remind me of my childhood.
Of the beauty in small and simple things.
Of the joy in eating snowflakes and stomping on leaves.
It was a beautiful day.
The boys stared out the window and watched as the flakes got bigger and bigger.
Seeing their wonder and awe turned a gray, snowy, freezing cold day into something magical.
I love how my children help remind me of my childhood.
Of the beauty in small and simple things.
Of the joy in eating snowflakes and stomping on leaves.
It was a beautiful day.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Just because
I received a special little something in the mail today.
It was a 'just because' gift that made me smile and made my day.
Living far away from people you love can be hard.
It can be hard to see all the things they do together that you wish you were there for.
And sometimes- a little something in the mail can make all the difference.
Thank you. It means so much.
It was a 'just because' gift that made me smile and made my day.
Living far away from people you love can be hard.
It can be hard to see all the things they do together that you wish you were there for.
And sometimes- a little something in the mail can make all the difference.
Thank you. It means so much.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Dirty dishes
Our dishwasher is broken.
I have really really enjoyed having one.
But tonight as I stood at the sink- washing, rinsing, and loading the dishes onto the drying racks (the broken dishwasher)- I couldn't help but smile.
I remembered the countless days of washing dishes with my siblings.
Even if we had started the chore fighting, by the end of it we were singing and laughing.
We would rotate partners each week.
I remember Shawn belting out songs at the top of his lungs. Chatting with Chelsea and how she was always the 'rinser'. And Shar and I choosing sheet music ahead of time so we could sing together.
A lot of good memories come from doing the dishes.
And tonight was no exception.
I was able to watch Jeff and the boys chase each other, play, wrestle, and laugh. There is something so special about seeing a dad with his boys. I love those few moments when I take a backseat to the goings-on in our home. When I get to observe and appreciate the amazing people that live here with me.
That is worth all the dirty dishes in the world.
I have really really enjoyed having one.
But tonight as I stood at the sink- washing, rinsing, and loading the dishes onto the drying racks (the broken dishwasher)- I couldn't help but smile.
I remembered the countless days of washing dishes with my siblings.
Even if we had started the chore fighting, by the end of it we were singing and laughing.
We would rotate partners each week.
I remember Shawn belting out songs at the top of his lungs. Chatting with Chelsea and how she was always the 'rinser'. And Shar and I choosing sheet music ahead of time so we could sing together.
A lot of good memories come from doing the dishes.
And tonight was no exception.
I was able to watch Jeff and the boys chase each other, play, wrestle, and laugh. There is something so special about seeing a dad with his boys. I love those few moments when I take a backseat to the goings-on in our home. When I get to observe and appreciate the amazing people that live here with me.
That is worth all the dirty dishes in the world.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Sing & Dance
I will never, ever get tired of hearing my boys singing.
They both love music and love to dance.
I am so glad because it is something I have to do every single day.
We're going to start having a regular time for dance parties.
That way I remember to do them and it gets us all in a good mood for the evening!
So lets hear it...what are some of your favorite songs to dance to? I need some suggestions!
They both love music and love to dance.
I am so glad because it is something I have to do every single day.
We're going to start having a regular time for dance parties.
That way I remember to do them and it gets us all in a good mood for the evening!
So lets hear it...what are some of your favorite songs to dance to? I need some suggestions!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Missing
My cute cousin called me today. She had good news she wanted to tell me. And then of course, we just had to chat away. I love that girl. Very much.
I hung up with her feeling a bit sad that I live so far from many of the people I love. Sad that my kiddos won't really know some of the people who mean the most to me.
But I am ever so grateful that these wonderful people are a part of my life. That they have helped me become the person that I am.
And no matter how far away we are, I can still call them up and pick up right where we left off.
Just missing you.
Sleep Tight
Tave hasn't made a peep since we laid him down.
I hope my sweet boy sleeps through the night because
last night was tough. On all of us.
Sleep tight, my little man, sleep tight.
I hope my sweet boy sleeps through the night because
last night was tough. On all of us.
Sleep tight, my little man, sleep tight.
Monday, October 19, 2009
I caved
The past month or so Tave has had a horrible time sleeping.
He wakes up screaming at night. Screaming so loud you think he's hurt or terrified or something awful is happening.
He's always been a really really loud crier..so we don't know if this is just him being mad or if he really is scared.
But since he's been teething and sick for so long, we've been going in and soothing him, singing a song, giving him a drink and then putting him back to bed.
This little routine lasts about 1 minute, maybe 2...but it happens about 4 times a night. Which is really hard to go back to when both kiddos have been sleeping through the night for months.
I like my sleep.
So tonight was the night. We decided we were just going to have to let him cry it out.
It has worked with West and even with Tave. We usually have to do it after they are sick and have gotten used to us being there a LOT.
I just absolutely 100% H.A.T.E. doing it. It takes about 2, maybe 3 nights and they are back on schedule, but it is the hardest 3 nights of my life.
But I couldn't do it. I was strong through the crying. Strong through the screaming. I was even mostly strong through him yelling 'momomomomom'. I had to go in at that.
And truly, honestly, I was just going in to lay him back down, not to pick him up and snuggle him and sing to him.
But those little arms reached through the crib to grab me and climb out. His sweet voice kept saying 'up, up, up, mom' and his sobs broke my heart.
So I picked him up, held him close, and he stopped crying in an instant.
His fingers found my face, and he touched my lips as I sang. He snuggled into my arms with his two fingers in his mouth and sighed as he said 'blanket'. (which is always the last thing he says as we leave his room)
And I felt my heart melting as I calmed my little boy.
I am sure I will cave again before the night is through.
He wakes up screaming at night. Screaming so loud you think he's hurt or terrified or something awful is happening.
He's always been a really really loud crier..so we don't know if this is just him being mad or if he really is scared.
But since he's been teething and sick for so long, we've been going in and soothing him, singing a song, giving him a drink and then putting him back to bed.
This little routine lasts about 1 minute, maybe 2...but it happens about 4 times a night. Which is really hard to go back to when both kiddos have been sleeping through the night for months.
I like my sleep.
So tonight was the night. We decided we were just going to have to let him cry it out.
It has worked with West and even with Tave. We usually have to do it after they are sick and have gotten used to us being there a LOT.
I just absolutely 100% H.A.T.E. doing it. It takes about 2, maybe 3 nights and they are back on schedule, but it is the hardest 3 nights of my life.
But I couldn't do it. I was strong through the crying. Strong through the screaming. I was even mostly strong through him yelling 'momomomomom'. I had to go in at that.
And truly, honestly, I was just going in to lay him back down, not to pick him up and snuggle him and sing to him.
But those little arms reached through the crib to grab me and climb out. His sweet voice kept saying 'up, up, up, mom' and his sobs broke my heart.
So I picked him up, held him close, and he stopped crying in an instant.
His fingers found my face, and he touched my lips as I sang. He snuggled into my arms with his two fingers in his mouth and sighed as he said 'blanket'. (which is always the last thing he says as we leave his room)
And I felt my heart melting as I calmed my little boy.
I am sure I will cave again before the night is through.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Our fun Friday...
Jeff had the day off.
Those days are always a bit of Heaven in our home.
(especially since we were all healthy enough to enjoy it!)
We had so much fun looking at fish, touching stingrays, and smiling at sharks!
It was fabulous.
I love my kids and I love my hubby.
Those days are always a bit of Heaven in our home.
(especially since we were all healthy enough to enjoy it!)
We had so much fun looking at fish, touching stingrays, and smiling at sharks!
It was fabulous.
I love my kids and I love my hubby.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Some Sun
It was a beautiful, sun-shiny day.
We went to the park and took our jackets off!
We ran and played, swung, and climbed.
We fed the ducks, talked with friends,
and walked.
I felt the tender mercies of a Heavenly Father who knew that after all of this rain and sickness and being inside, we just needed some sun.
It came from the sky and from our friends.
What a wonderful day.
We went to the park and took our jackets off!
We ran and played, swung, and climbed.
We fed the ducks, talked with friends,
and walked.
I felt the tender mercies of a Heavenly Father who knew that after all of this rain and sickness and being inside, we just needed some sun.
It came from the sky and from our friends.
What a wonderful day.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Conversation
Jeff and I were hanging out tonight just working on all of the stuff we both have to get done. Crocheting, invoices, necklaces, business cards, homework, studying, etc, etc. (notice cleaning isn't on this list...my house is horrid right now!)
We had been talking back and forth every so often, just casual chit chat.
I realized Jeff had said something and my brain hadn't really processed it so here's the result:
N: What did you say, Babe?
J: (about a minute or two later) hmmm...what, what did I say when?
N: You know, just now, I think I said something back to you but I dont' know what you said. (as I'm still working on stuff)
J: Well, what did you say to make me say what I said? (continuing to read his lesson)
N: I dont' know, what did you say?
J: I think you said something, what was that? Then I might remember what I said.
N: Well, I don't know what I said or what you said. I think this is pointless.
J: Laughs.
So there you go. Our thought provoking conversation of the night.
We both realized we are waaay too tired. But we sure got a good laugh out of it. :)
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Pretty cool...
I had kind of put my little etsy shop on the back burner.
Life was busy. I had already put a lot of time into it and just hadn't taken the time (and money) to promote, advertise, and build.
I was okay with that. It was my little hobby. My creative outlet.
Then I decided I really really wanted to try doing a boutique. I have grown up going to craft boutiques with my mom. I LOVE going and have always wished I could be on the other side- the making side. They just look like so much fun. Plus it's fall- the perfect time to showcase my hats, and Christmas is coming. Add to that that I get to share a booth with one of my favorite friends, Trista of Cupcake Chic and it was just too perfect to pass up!!
Fast-forward a few weeks. I'm crocheting like crazy, have put tons of money into something I am hoping will sell and am having a blast. But busy busy busy. Every single spare minute I am crocheting.
Then my friend, Stephanie mentions that the store where she works (Pebbles in my Pocket) has a little shop where select items are sold and they are looking for someone to sell jewelry, would I be interested.
Of course! I love my button necklaces. They are cute, unique, and most of all- fun for me to create.
So I send in pics of my necklaces and guess what? The lady loved them. She wants them in all 3 of their stores. 3?! Whoa. How cool. How fun. How crazy can I be?! Now I have to get THREE displays ready!!!
Busy just got busier.
But guess what, I am still having fun and so excited to see where this may take my little etsy shop.
So, deep breath. Here I go.
Life was busy. I had already put a lot of time into it and just hadn't taken the time (and money) to promote, advertise, and build.
I was okay with that. It was my little hobby. My creative outlet.
Then I decided I really really wanted to try doing a boutique. I have grown up going to craft boutiques with my mom. I LOVE going and have always wished I could be on the other side- the making side. They just look like so much fun. Plus it's fall- the perfect time to showcase my hats, and Christmas is coming. Add to that that I get to share a booth with one of my favorite friends, Trista of Cupcake Chic and it was just too perfect to pass up!!
Fast-forward a few weeks. I'm crocheting like crazy, have put tons of money into something I am hoping will sell and am having a blast. But busy busy busy. Every single spare minute I am crocheting.
Then my friend, Stephanie mentions that the store where she works (Pebbles in my Pocket) has a little shop where select items are sold and they are looking for someone to sell jewelry, would I be interested.
Of course! I love my button necklaces. They are cute, unique, and most of all- fun for me to create.
So I send in pics of my necklaces and guess what? The lady loved them. She wants them in all 3 of their stores. 3?! Whoa. How cool. How fun. How crazy can I be?! Now I have to get THREE displays ready!!!
Busy just got busier.
But guess what, I am still having fun and so excited to see where this may take my little etsy shop.
So, deep breath. Here I go.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Looking on the bright side...
We've been sick at our house.
Yup, the dreaded swine flu hit us hard.
I am the lucky one who never actually had a fever/cough, (two of the tell-tale signs you have H1N1 virus) just the rest of the yuckiness.
We're still coughing and head-aching and basically trying to get completely better.
But this weekend turned out to be a blessing in disguise. We have been so caught up and crazy with life, school, work, and so many other things that we haven't had a chance to slow down and catch our breath.
(Hmmm..probably why we got sick in the first place!)
Since Thursday we couldn't go anywhere, couldn't see anyone, and absolutely had to slow down, get better, hang out as a family, and throw some fun in there when we had the energy. In this case, fun was a walk to the mailbox or playing a game with the boys.
It turned out to be pretty good.
And while we're still on the mend, our little forced break was a bit of fresh air.
Isn't it awesome how He knows what we need.
Yup, the dreaded swine flu hit us hard.
I am the lucky one who never actually had a fever/cough, (two of the tell-tale signs you have H1N1 virus) just the rest of the yuckiness.
We're still coughing and head-aching and basically trying to get completely better.
But this weekend turned out to be a blessing in disguise. We have been so caught up and crazy with life, school, work, and so many other things that we haven't had a chance to slow down and catch our breath.
(Hmmm..probably why we got sick in the first place!)
Since Thursday we couldn't go anywhere, couldn't see anyone, and absolutely had to slow down, get better, hang out as a family, and throw some fun in there when we had the energy. In this case, fun was a walk to the mailbox or playing a game with the boys.
It turned out to be pretty good.
And while we're still on the mend, our little forced break was a bit of fresh air.
Isn't it awesome how He knows what we need.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Love
This is it.
No really, it is.
This picture makes me laugh and shows me that my husband loves me.
It reminds me that no matter what I look like,
how unsatisfied I may be with my post-babies body,
he thinks I am attractive, sexy, and still squeezes my tush.
That, to me, is love.
And I love him all the more for it!
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Content
–adjective
1. satisfied with what one is or has; not wanting more or anything else.
TG: filled with peace
I have a quite a few blogs that I read of people I don't know. They all have something to do with parenting, being creative with your kiddos, etc. Every time I go to take one off my reader I just can't do it. Because even though I skim most of the posts, every so often one pops up that has a must-do art project with West, or a great idea of a place to visit with the kids, or something perfect that was meant just for me that day.
Like today.
The Artful Parent has some awesome ideas on fun art projects with kids. Because of her, an art studio in my future house is a must. It can even be a little closet, but it will be somewhere the kiddos can go to paint, get messy, spill, smear, and have fun.
So today she talked about being thankful for the stage of life you are in. She just had a darling little girl* and is having to put creativity, sewing, cleaning, and such on the back burner while she savors these precious newborn moments.
I was reminded of my own sweet boys at that age. Of how precious each stage really is and how quickly it passes. How Weston & Tave's desire for me to be their playmate/action hero/puzzle doer/art projecter/musical mommy and basically the center of their days will someday come to an end. And I will be left with more time than I want, to do all of those things that seem so important right now.
But truly, those things pale in comparison.
I was reminded of one of my favorite scriptures- Phillipians 4:11: ...I have learned in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.
I know there are days I want to do me things. Days I'm tired of the cars everywhere, the messes, the piles of laundry, the bathroom that never gets cleaned.
But there will be time for cleaning later.
Right now I get to be one of the stars of the show.
And I am content.
*named Daphne, oh isn't it the cutest name ever?! I would use it but I am praying that my friend's get their next little girl someday and she's had dibs on that name waaaay before me. ;)
1. satisfied with what one is or has; not wanting more or anything else.
TG: filled with peace
I have a quite a few blogs that I read of people I don't know. They all have something to do with parenting, being creative with your kiddos, etc. Every time I go to take one off my reader I just can't do it. Because even though I skim most of the posts, every so often one pops up that has a must-do art project with West, or a great idea of a place to visit with the kids, or something perfect that was meant just for me that day.
Like today.
The Artful Parent has some awesome ideas on fun art projects with kids. Because of her, an art studio in my future house is a must. It can even be a little closet, but it will be somewhere the kiddos can go to paint, get messy, spill, smear, and have fun.
So today she talked about being thankful for the stage of life you are in. She just had a darling little girl* and is having to put creativity, sewing, cleaning, and such on the back burner while she savors these precious newborn moments.
I was reminded of my own sweet boys at that age. Of how precious each stage really is and how quickly it passes. How Weston & Tave's desire for me to be their playmate/action hero/puzzle doer/art projecter/musical mommy and basically the center of their days will someday come to an end. And I will be left with more time than I want, to do all of those things that seem so important right now.
But truly, those things pale in comparison.
I was reminded of one of my favorite scriptures- Phillipians 4:11: ...I have learned in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.
I know there are days I want to do me things. Days I'm tired of the cars everywhere, the messes, the piles of laundry, the bathroom that never gets cleaned.
But there will be time for cleaning later.
Right now I get to be one of the stars of the show.
And I am content.
*named Daphne, oh isn't it the cutest name ever?! I would use it but I am praying that my friend's get their next little girl someday and she's had dibs on that name waaaay before me. ;)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
If you could meet anyone in the world, who would it be?
Dear Stephanie,
Tonight I curled up on the couch with my crocheting in one hand and a tissue in the other. My sweet husband sat beside me as I excitedly pulled up the recording of today's Oprah. After hearing me talk about you for the past year, my husband thought it would be worth it to watch.
The minute you walked onto the stage I gasped- not for the reason you would think, but because you looked gorgeous and stunning. You were calm, confident, and had a peace that comes from facing your trial with determination and acceptance. You hadn't even started talking and I was already crying.
I know I am one of thousands of women who are inspired by you. By your example as a woman, wife, and mother. These are not simply roles you fulfill, they are the roles that define you. It is a privelidge and honor to be these. How often I take that for granted.
I had not read your blog prior to your accident. But I have loved it since. Your simple way of describing your life, your love, and you is beautiful.
Over the past year, as I have read your story and followed your family, you have made a difference not just in my life, but my family's. You have inspired me to change. To make the everyday moments magical. Maybe one day when I have the courage to print this and send it to you, and after the thousands of other letters you have read, you will come to this. And you will know that there is another little family out there who thanks you. For showing their mom that that is the best thing for her to be.
I thank you.
Stephanie on Oprah.
NieNieDialogues
Tonight I curled up on the couch with my crocheting in one hand and a tissue in the other. My sweet husband sat beside me as I excitedly pulled up the recording of today's Oprah. After hearing me talk about you for the past year, my husband thought it would be worth it to watch.
The minute you walked onto the stage I gasped- not for the reason you would think, but because you looked gorgeous and stunning. You were calm, confident, and had a peace that comes from facing your trial with determination and acceptance. You hadn't even started talking and I was already crying.
I know I am one of thousands of women who are inspired by you. By your example as a woman, wife, and mother. These are not simply roles you fulfill, they are the roles that define you. It is a privelidge and honor to be these. How often I take that for granted.
I had not read your blog prior to your accident. But I have loved it since. Your simple way of describing your life, your love, and you is beautiful.
Over the past year, as I have read your story and followed your family, you have made a difference not just in my life, but my family's. You have inspired me to change. To make the everyday moments magical. Maybe one day when I have the courage to print this and send it to you, and after the thousands of other letters you have read, you will come to this. And you will know that there is another little family out there who thanks you. For showing their mom that that is the best thing for her to be.
I thank you.
Stephanie on Oprah.
NieNieDialogues
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Early Continued...
Don't you love when you spend $100 on new glasses and when you're whining to your mom about it she reminds you that she told you to go to a glasses repair shop becuase they were very inexpensive but at the time you just wanted your glasses now and just weren't thinking right?
Yeah, me too.
Don't you love when your dishwasher breaks so you have to hand wash all your dishes? Which might not have been a big deal when it was just you and your hubby, but now that 2 kiddos are in the mix it's a lot more dishes?
Yeah, me too.
Don't you love when you run all of your errands thinking you looked somewhat presentable only to get home and find snot smeared all over your black shirt?
Yeah, me too.
Don't you love when your 1 year (1 year old, this is not supposed to happen until he's 2!) throws a major major tantrum and you try everything you can think of to help him be happy and he still screams. (But wait, it gets better)
Then when you're out shopping with the still screaming child, you finally finally calm him down only to have the store clerk say to this child "Oh are you having a bad day" which starts another hour of screaming all over again.
Yup, me too.
Don't you love when your hubby walks in the door with a big smile on his face, ready and willing with a hug and a kiss to make everything better?
And then your little boy snuggles up close, squeezes your cheeks to give you a kiss and says 'I love you.'
And your little tantrum thrower wraps his arms around your neck, lays his head on your shoulder and just cuddles into you for a long long time.
Me too.
Yeah, me too.
Don't you love when your dishwasher breaks so you have to hand wash all your dishes? Which might not have been a big deal when it was just you and your hubby, but now that 2 kiddos are in the mix it's a lot more dishes?
Yeah, me too.
Don't you love when you run all of your errands thinking you looked somewhat presentable only to get home and find snot smeared all over your black shirt?
Yeah, me too.
Don't you love when your 1 year (1 year old, this is not supposed to happen until he's 2!) throws a major major tantrum and you try everything you can think of to help him be happy and he still screams. (But wait, it gets better)
Then when you're out shopping with the still screaming child, you finally finally calm him down only to have the store clerk say to this child "Oh are you having a bad day" which starts another hour of screaming all over again.
Yup, me too.
Don't you love when your hubby walks in the door with a big smile on his face, ready and willing with a hug and a kiss to make everything better?
And then your little boy snuggles up close, squeezes your cheeks to give you a kiss and says 'I love you.'
And your little tantrum thrower wraps his arms around your neck, lays his head on your shoulder and just cuddles into you for a long long time.
Me too.
Early
Jeff's class was cancelled tonight.
That means instead of getting home at 730 he arrived home at 430.
This of all days when I have had
2 sick little kiddos
waaaay less than normal nap time by these little kiddos
a 1 1/2 hour tantrum from one of them(it was so sad, and so hard on both of us)
And 1 very tired momma.
It was an answer to prayer.
I love how wonderful of a daddy my husband is.
That means instead of getting home at 730 he arrived home at 430.
This of all days when I have had
2 sick little kiddos
waaaay less than normal nap time by these little kiddos
a 1 1/2 hour tantrum from one of them(it was so sad, and so hard on both of us)
And 1 very tired momma.
It was an answer to prayer.
I love how wonderful of a daddy my husband is.
Monday, October 5, 2009
Conference
"What we love determines what we seek
what we seek determines what we think and do
what we think & do determines who we are."
~President Uchtdorf
I love Conference weekend.
I love being taught and uplifted and edified.
I love being taught and uplifted and edified.
I love knowing that when I act on the impressions I received I can become better.
And I am.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Really?
As I was leaving a store today, my arms full of bags and two busy kiddos, a man held the door open for me.
(which deserves a huge huge Thank You ...that doesn't happen often)
I said "thank you" and then he smiled and told me I looked like Jennifer Garner.
Well, that's a compliment I'd gladly take any day!A double Thank You, sir, for making my day!!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
To market to market
I'm so excited to be a vendor at the Bijou Market in November!!
I've already started crocheting like mad to get a wide variety of inventory there and I can't wait!!
My first boutique. We'll see how it goes...
I've already started crocheting like mad to get a wide variety of inventory there and I can't wait!!
My first boutique. We'll see how it goes...
Here's the latest, what do you think?Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Let it rain...
Let the rain kiss you. Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops. Let the rain sing you a lullaby.
~Langston Hughes
I woke to the sound of rain pounding on the roof.
To flashes of lightening and the boom of thunder.
I snuggled deeper into my bed and sighed at the beauty of it all.
And when I finally climbed out of bed,
I raced to open the window-
to see it, to smell it, and to feel it splashing on my skin.
I love the rain.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Singing Along
I love music. It is the background to my life and to my day.
Lately my music mostly consists of children's songs and silly little made-up songs that Weston asks me to sing.
I am so glad that both of my boys absolutely love music.
Tave will dance and bounce along to the songs he likes. He'll even try to sing them in his little babble and humming.
Weston, well, he has started remembering the words. And it is so dang cute.
I love hearing him singing at the top of his voice to his favorite song. (The Imagine Island theme song aka the Jack song)
Both boys also love the Tarzan song (You'll be in my heart). I have sung it to Weston since he was a baby.
Now he sings along with me and it makes me cry almost every single night.
I love these boys. I love sharing something so happy and fun and uplifting together.
I am so glad that music will always be a part of our home.
Lately my music mostly consists of children's songs and silly little made-up songs that Weston asks me to sing.
I am so glad that both of my boys absolutely love music.
Tave will dance and bounce along to the songs he likes. He'll even try to sing them in his little babble and humming.
Weston, well, he has started remembering the words. And it is so dang cute.
I love hearing him singing at the top of his voice to his favorite song. (The Imagine Island theme song aka the Jack song)
Both boys also love the Tarzan song (You'll be in my heart). I have sung it to Weston since he was a baby.
Now he sings along with me and it makes me cry almost every single night.
I love these boys. I love sharing something so happy and fun and uplifting together.
I am so glad that music will always be a part of our home.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Tonight
Staying up late putting together kits for Super Saturday can be a lot of fun.
You just need good friends to talk to and laugh with.
That makes all the difference.
Thanks, friends. I needed that time.
You just need good friends to talk to and laugh with.
That makes all the difference.
Thanks, friends. I needed that time.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Missionary
Today is my little brother's birthday.
He turned the big 2-0 which means that for this year only all 5 of us kids will be in our twenties.
That was just a random thing I realized as I wrote him a letter.
He's in the MTC (Missionary Training Center) and is heading out to Portugal in a week and a half.
I love him and miss him.
The boys and I had so much fun putting together the package we sent him. It's exciting to know that what I wrote and made him this morning is in his hands tonight. My mom put together a tape of everyone talking and singing and just being us. I think that will be his favorite part.
He is an amazing missionary already, picking up on the language and growing so much. I love reading his letters and seeing the change, the strength and power that comes from diligence, prayer, and faith.
Heavenly Father can make so much more of us when we turn our lives over to him.
Mckenon, thank you for your example. Happy Birthday, bud. You couldn't be in a better place.
He turned the big 2-0 which means that for this year only all 5 of us kids will be in our twenties.
That was just a random thing I realized as I wrote him a letter.
He's in the MTC (Missionary Training Center) and is heading out to Portugal in a week and a half.
I love him and miss him.
The boys and I had so much fun putting together the package we sent him. It's exciting to know that what I wrote and made him this morning is in his hands tonight. My mom put together a tape of everyone talking and singing and just being us. I think that will be his favorite part.
He is an amazing missionary already, picking up on the language and growing so much. I love reading his letters and seeing the change, the strength and power that comes from diligence, prayer, and faith.
Heavenly Father can make so much more of us when we turn our lives over to him.
Mckenon, thank you for your example. Happy Birthday, bud. You couldn't be in a better place.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Walking
The boys and I went on a walk tonight.
It was just to the mailbox - a good distance for Tave.
I found myself hurrying them along until I realized we really didn't have anything else to do. Jeff wouldn't get home for a few more hours, dinner was done. We had all the time in the world.
So I let the kiddos set the pace.
At first it was hard to slow down. To not try to get where I needed to be and then right back.
But once I decided to just enjoy the moment, I started finding those little wonders that fascinate them, were fascinating me too.
We looked at leaves, stomped on the water covers, picked up bugs (ew ew ew ew ew) poked around the fire hydrant, and found lots of sticks.
A walk that normally takes 1 minute took at least 15.
They loved it and I did too.
I am determined to 'slow down' with my kids some part of every day. To let them lead and see where they take us.
To enjoy this walk together.
It was just to the mailbox - a good distance for Tave.
I found myself hurrying them along until I realized we really didn't have anything else to do. Jeff wouldn't get home for a few more hours, dinner was done. We had all the time in the world.
So I let the kiddos set the pace.
At first it was hard to slow down. To not try to get where I needed to be and then right back.
But once I decided to just enjoy the moment, I started finding those little wonders that fascinate them, were fascinating me too.
We looked at leaves, stomped on the water covers, picked up bugs (ew ew ew ew ew) poked around the fire hydrant, and found lots of sticks.
A walk that normally takes 1 minute took at least 15.
They loved it and I did too.
I am determined to 'slow down' with my kids some part of every day. To let them lead and see where they take us.
To enjoy this walk together.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Goodbye
We said goodbye to my parents today.
And while that definitely wasn't the happiest moment of my day,
the time we have spent with them was.
Games, movies, talking, shopping, girls day, welcoming a sweet baby into the world, road trip, saying goodbye to my little bro for 2 years, row boat-ing, shooting, 4-wheeling, puppy playing, laughing, eating, and playing have filled our last month and a half.
It has been wonderful.
When I got the boys up from their naps, both of them kept looking around for Nonny & Papa. Tave was squealing for the faces he thought he would see as we came down the stairs. His look of confusion at finding an empty house almost broke my heart. And cute little Weston kept saying he wanted Nonny & Grandpa to sit by him at dinner.
I miss them already.
But we have Thanksgiving to look forward to, and all the phone calls, emails, chats, letters, and good stuff in between.
We love you, Mom & Dad.
And while that definitely wasn't the happiest moment of my day,
the time we have spent with them was.
Games, movies, talking, shopping, girls day, welcoming a sweet baby into the world, road trip, saying goodbye to my little bro for 2 years, row boat-ing, shooting, 4-wheeling, puppy playing, laughing, eating, and playing have filled our last month and a half.
It has been wonderful.
When I got the boys up from their naps, both of them kept looking around for Nonny & Papa. Tave was squealing for the faces he thought he would see as we came down the stairs. His look of confusion at finding an empty house almost broke my heart. And cute little Weston kept saying he wanted Nonny & Grandpa to sit by him at dinner.
I miss them already.
But we have Thanksgiving to look forward to, and all the phone calls, emails, chats, letters, and good stuff in between.
We love you, Mom & Dad.
Curious
As I type this I am wearing my glasses.
Glasses that used to be super cute. Glasses that I loved. Glasses that were not broken.
Now there is a lovely, ever so fashionable piece of masking tape holding them together. Masking tape- I know, I know- I look darling, really.
And even though it was quite painful and sad the moment it happened, I can't help but shake my head and chuckle when I picture the demise of my poor, unsuspecting (did I mention very cute) glasses.
Tave's curious little fingers just couldn't help picking up the one item mommy never, ever lets him touch.
I can still hear his adorable squeal at having escaped my view long enough to wrap his hands around them.
And those sweet, little curious fingers just had to see how much pushing and pulling the glasses could take.
It only took a minute. Well, really about 10 seconds to tweak them just right.
I held my breath for the next 3 days, hoping they would hang on and miraculously not have to be replaced.
But nope. They're done for.
And as sad as I am (I really did cry- new glasses simply are not in the budget) this lame-o piece of masking tape continually reminds me of Tave's curiosity and his excitement over any new discovery.
Even if it includes seeing how far mom's glasses can bend.
Glasses that used to be super cute. Glasses that I loved. Glasses that were not broken.
Now there is a lovely, ever so fashionable piece of masking tape holding them together. Masking tape- I know, I know- I look darling, really.
And even though it was quite painful and sad the moment it happened, I can't help but shake my head and chuckle when I picture the demise of my poor, unsuspecting (did I mention very cute) glasses.
Tave's curious little fingers just couldn't help picking up the one item mommy never, ever lets him touch.
I can still hear his adorable squeal at having escaped my view long enough to wrap his hands around them.
And those sweet, little curious fingers just had to see how much pushing and pulling the glasses could take.
It only took a minute. Well, really about 10 seconds to tweak them just right.
I held my breath for the next 3 days, hoping they would hang on and miraculously not have to be replaced.
But nope. They're done for.
And as sad as I am (I really did cry- new glasses simply are not in the budget) this lame-o piece of masking tape continually reminds me of Tave's curiosity and his excitement over any new discovery.
Even if it includes seeing how far mom's glasses can bend.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Up
Dear Weston,
Tonight you and I went to see UP at the movie theatre. (You called it UPs)This was only your second time going to the movies! Daddy stayed home with Tave so you and I could have a special date night together. (and he had LOTS of homework to do, so it all worked out)
We went to the store and you got to pick out your very own box of candy. You were SO excited when you saw the Swedish Fish. That was it, you were sold! You carried your box of Fish everywhere and only put it down so we could pay for it. Then we said Goodbye to Daddy & Tave and we were off.
It looked like it was going to rain so I made sure we had Daddy's umbrella in the car. You were so cute and told me "If it rains, luckily we'll have the umbrella." I love when you use new words. Luckily, I have you to always make me smile.
We had to park far far away from the theatre since it was so crowded. We didn't mind. I picked you up in one arm and had the big blanket that would be your booster seat in the other arm and we ran across the parking lot, laughing together. Your laugh is one of my favorite sounds.
We went and sat with Grandpa, Nonny, Shawn, & Abby and then waited for Trav, Shar, Kapria, & Mila to get there.
You talked and smiled and were so happy to be at the movies.
You did wonderful through the whole thing. You remembered to whisper most of the time, but when you got really excited you liked to say things out loud. You loved sitting up high in your seat and were so good to hop down everytime I needed to fix it a little. (note to self: blankets tend to sink, bring something with more substance next time)
You loved the popcorn Nonny & Grandpa shared with you and you loved sitting by all of your family.
But you loved watching the movie most. You were fascinated and asked tons of cute questions when you didn't quite get what was going on. You laughed out loud countless times, and I had more fun watching you than anything else!
Afterwards, you held my hand and then had Shawn & I swing you high in the sky. Then Grandpa gave us a ride to our car in his truck. While we drove home we talked about your favorite parts of the movie. You told me about when the bad guy set the house on fire and all about the dogs. Your favorite part was saving the bird and you liked Russell a lot.
When we got home you were so excited to tell Dad all about it, too.
We had so much fun, you and I.
Thanks for making our special date so magical and for being such a sweet and wonderful little boy.
I love you, buddy.
Love,
Mom
Tonight you and I went to see UP at the movie theatre. (You called it UPs)This was only your second time going to the movies! Daddy stayed home with Tave so you and I could have a special date night together. (and he had LOTS of homework to do, so it all worked out)
We went to the store and you got to pick out your very own box of candy. You were SO excited when you saw the Swedish Fish. That was it, you were sold! You carried your box of Fish everywhere and only put it down so we could pay for it. Then we said Goodbye to Daddy & Tave and we were off.
It looked like it was going to rain so I made sure we had Daddy's umbrella in the car. You were so cute and told me "If it rains, luckily we'll have the umbrella." I love when you use new words. Luckily, I have you to always make me smile.
We had to park far far away from the theatre since it was so crowded. We didn't mind. I picked you up in one arm and had the big blanket that would be your booster seat in the other arm and we ran across the parking lot, laughing together. Your laugh is one of my favorite sounds.
We went and sat with Grandpa, Nonny, Shawn, & Abby and then waited for Trav, Shar, Kapria, & Mila to get there.
You talked and smiled and were so happy to be at the movies.
You did wonderful through the whole thing. You remembered to whisper most of the time, but when you got really excited you liked to say things out loud. You loved sitting up high in your seat and were so good to hop down everytime I needed to fix it a little. (note to self: blankets tend to sink, bring something with more substance next time)
You loved the popcorn Nonny & Grandpa shared with you and you loved sitting by all of your family.
But you loved watching the movie most. You were fascinated and asked tons of cute questions when you didn't quite get what was going on. You laughed out loud countless times, and I had more fun watching you than anything else!
Afterwards, you held my hand and then had Shawn & I swing you high in the sky. Then Grandpa gave us a ride to our car in his truck. While we drove home we talked about your favorite parts of the movie. You told me about when the bad guy set the house on fire and all about the dogs. Your favorite part was saving the bird and you liked Russell a lot.
When we got home you were so excited to tell Dad all about it, too.
We had so much fun, you and I.
Thanks for making our special date so magical and for being such a sweet and wonderful little boy.
I love you, buddy.
Love,
Mom
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Fabric
So I recently found and fell in love with Garden Party by Anna Maria Horner.
And today is my day, because I just found out it is on sale at Midnight tonight and all day tomorrow here.
Wow. I am SO excited to see what I can make with this~
Summer quilt, girly skirts, purses, necklaces, the possibilities are endless!
And today is my day, because I just found out it is on sale at Midnight tonight and all day tomorrow here.
Wow. I am SO excited to see what I can make with this~
Summer quilt, girly skirts, purses, necklaces, the possibilities are endless!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Today's Happy Moments
I finished quilting Jeff's quilt. Hallelujah! I machine quilted the entire thing by myself. My mom gave me plenty of tips, but it is 100% made by me. If you look closely you will definitely be able to tell it was done by a beginner. Oh well, it was made with love, imperfections and all!
Weston helping me with Jeff's quilt by sticking random pins in it.
Tave trying to run. It was pretty funny, he's just not that balanced yet!
Going to the park with Steph and her boys.
Weston & Noah getting along SO well.
Tave's independence. (that kid has attitude!)
Getting to watch 2 darling baby girls. Girls are just so sweet.
Jeff making dinner. It always tastes better when I don't have to cook!
Having a fun visit with Shar & Trav.
Having little Mila fall asleep in my arms.
The boys loving on Mila and Tave softly touching her silky hair.
Kapria & Weston being so dang cute together.
My sweet hubby going to the store for me so the boys and I could hang out longer at Shar's.
It's been a really good day.
Weston helping me with Jeff's quilt by sticking random pins in it.
Tave trying to run. It was pretty funny, he's just not that balanced yet!
Going to the park with Steph and her boys.
Weston & Noah getting along SO well.
Tave's independence. (that kid has attitude!)
Getting to watch 2 darling baby girls. Girls are just so sweet.
Jeff making dinner. It always tastes better when I don't have to cook!
Having a fun visit with Shar & Trav.
Having little Mila fall asleep in my arms.
The boys loving on Mila and Tave softly touching her silky hair.
Kapria & Weston being so dang cute together.
My sweet hubby going to the store for me so the boys and I could hang out longer at Shar's.
It's been a really good day.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Sister
I love that my sister and I can have a heated discussion where we completely disagree with one another (in other words an arguement) and then realize that we aren't going to convince the other that we are right so we decide to move onto a new subject and can laugh and have fun like nothing ever happened.
It's taken us 29 years to get here, but we finally made it.
I love being able to say what I think and how I feel and whether she agrees or not she will listen, care about my opinion, and love me despite it.
I love you, Shar.
It's taken us 29 years to get here, but we finally made it.
I love being able to say what I think and how I feel and whether she agrees or not she will listen, care about my opinion, and love me despite it.
I love you, Shar.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Girls Day!
What: Girl's Day
When: Last Saturday
(I didn't post about it then because weekends are blog-free for me)
Who: Me, Mom, Shar, & Abby
Outcome: Awesome.
Description:
We saw My Sister's Keeper. And I cried and cried and cried. I loved the story, it was beautifully told, and just so touching. Perfect girls day movie.
Then we went to ON, one of my very favorite stores. Since I have some birthday money to burn, I didn't do too shabby.
Next we headed to California Pizza Kitchen for a delicious dinner. I LOVE their bbq chicken salad. Mmmm...
And then we hit the mall for some browsing and a little shopping.
Thanks Mom, for treating us all to a pair of earrings- I've already worn mine!
It was our first ever Girl's Day with Mom since having kiddos. I don't know why we waited so long, but it's definitely a must-do anytime we're together now!!! It was so wonderful and relaxing to have a day out with some of my absolute favorite women. I feel so lucky to have them in my life!!
A huge HUGE Thank You to my wonderful hubby who entertained our boys for 7.5 hours without me. I love you.
When: Last Saturday
(I didn't post about it then because weekends are blog-free for me)
Who: Me, Mom, Shar, & Abby
Outcome: Awesome.
Description:
We saw My Sister's Keeper. And I cried and cried and cried. I loved the story, it was beautifully told, and just so touching. Perfect girls day movie.
Then we went to ON, one of my very favorite stores. Since I have some birthday money to burn, I didn't do too shabby.
Next we headed to California Pizza Kitchen for a delicious dinner. I LOVE their bbq chicken salad. Mmmm...
And then we hit the mall for some browsing and a little shopping.
Thanks Mom, for treating us all to a pair of earrings- I've already worn mine!
It was our first ever Girl's Day with Mom since having kiddos. I don't know why we waited so long, but it's definitely a must-do anytime we're together now!!! It was so wonderful and relaxing to have a day out with some of my absolute favorite women. I feel so lucky to have them in my life!!
A huge HUGE Thank You to my wonderful hubby who entertained our boys for 7.5 hours without me. I love you.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Very Favorite
I have this little thing I say with the boys.
I like to tell Weston: "You are my very favorite Weston"
and I tell Tave: "You are my very favorite Tave"
Recently West started giving me a huge huge hug, squeezing me tight after I tell him he's my favorite Weston and then he says "You are my very very very very very very very favorite mom."
Gets me every time.
ps. I am half way done with the quilting. wahoo!!!!!!!!! (I'll post pics when it's done!)
I like to tell Weston: "You are my very favorite Weston"
and I tell Tave: "You are my very favorite Tave"
Recently West started giving me a huge huge hug, squeezing me tight after I tell him he's my favorite Weston and then he says "You are my very very very very very very very favorite mom."
Gets me every time.
ps. I am half way done with the quilting. wahoo!!!!!!!!! (I'll post pics when it's done!)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Quilting Buddy
As my mom and I were kneeling on the floor today, pinning, pinning, pinning
we discussed how fun it would be to live close by each other. We would definitely be quilting buddies.
Today she taught me how to lay out and pin a quilt. And the details of quilting. We tried out a few patterns on some scrap fabric and I learned that I am not great at free motion quilting.
What was I thinking-- trying out a detailed wave pattern on my very first quilt?!
Yeah, so not happening.
Instead we're going with a swell...you know, those smaller waves that kind of roll along. Yup, that's what my first quilt will be filled with. Simple, easy, and very beginnerish.
As she took me through the steps of how to use her machine (since every machine is a little bit different) I was reminded of the many many times she would patiently teach me how to do all the things she did.
Sewing, toll painting, doll making, skirt creating, cooking, cleaning, the list goes on.
My mom is amazing.
She never minded setting aside her own project when I showed an interest in learning. And she always took the time to help me accomplish what I set out to do.
I hope that out of all the things she taught me, I learned this the best.
we discussed how fun it would be to live close by each other. We would definitely be quilting buddies.
Today she taught me how to lay out and pin a quilt. And the details of quilting. We tried out a few patterns on some scrap fabric and I learned that I am not great at free motion quilting.
What was I thinking-- trying out a detailed wave pattern on my very first quilt?!
Yeah, so not happening.
Instead we're going with a swell...you know, those smaller waves that kind of roll along. Yup, that's what my first quilt will be filled with. Simple, easy, and very beginnerish.
As she took me through the steps of how to use her machine (since every machine is a little bit different) I was reminded of the many many times she would patiently teach me how to do all the things she did.
Sewing, toll painting, doll making, skirt creating, cooking, cleaning, the list goes on.
My mom is amazing.
She never minded setting aside her own project when I showed an interest in learning. And she always took the time to help me accomplish what I set out to do.
I hope that out of all the things she taught me, I learned this the best.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Sewn
Well, a very happy moment of my day was finally, finally finishing the back of Jeff's quilt.
It is looking beautiful!
Now I just have to:
I love creating something that will be cherished by our family (and hopefully my hubby) for years to come. It is so rewarding.
My mom is going to teach me how to quilt it and we're coming up with a cool wave-ish pattern to do. LOVE it!
So here we go. Let the sewing continue...
It is looking beautiful!
Now I just have to:
- Pin the top, middle, and back together
- Quilt it
- Bind it.
I love creating something that will be cherished by our family (and hopefully my hubby) for years to come. It is so rewarding.
My mom is going to teach me how to quilt it and we're coming up with a cool wave-ish pattern to do. LOVE it!
So here we go. Let the sewing continue...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
little pieces
My baby went to preschool today.
It was hard, and sad, and just plain weird to say goodbye and leave his learning to someone else.
Little pieces of my heart were left with him and the only thing I wanted to do was take him home with me and keep him in the safety of my arms.
But his smile, his excitement, and his joy at going to school with new friends helped to keep a smile on my face. (amidst tears, but it was there)
I was reminded that this is just a small little step toward him becoming the person he will be.
And when the day is done, I am still his mom, and he is still my little boy.
It was hard, and sad, and just plain weird to say goodbye and leave his learning to someone else.
Little pieces of my heart were left with him and the only thing I wanted to do was take him home with me and keep him in the safety of my arms.
But his smile, his excitement, and his joy at going to school with new friends helped to keep a smile on my face. (amidst tears, but it was there)
I was reminded that this is just a small little step toward him becoming the person he will be.
And when the day is done, I am still his mom, and he is still my little boy.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Road Trip
We've been out of town for the holiday weekend.
We had a wonderful time full of nature and family, good food, and relaxation.
The boys gave me a great gift today.
They were absolutely awesome in the car. Of course we had a few moments of crying and frustration (what 15 month old likes to be strapped in a carseat for 4 hours) but overall, it was an extremely pleasant drive.
My dreams of fabulous family vacations via road trips to national monuments, theme parks, and visits to far away places are now seeming possible.
It's really hard to see my little babies grow up.
But they showed me today some of the perks that come with that.
I can't wait to see the rest.
We had a wonderful time full of nature and family, good food, and relaxation.
The boys gave me a great gift today.
They were absolutely awesome in the car. Of course we had a few moments of crying and frustration (what 15 month old likes to be strapped in a carseat for 4 hours) but overall, it was an extremely pleasant drive.
My dreams of fabulous family vacations via road trips to national monuments, theme parks, and visits to far away places are now seeming possible.
It's really hard to see my little babies grow up.
But they showed me today some of the perks that come with that.
I can't wait to see the rest.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Notes to
Dear Mom,
You have been staying with us for a few days now. I love it. I love having you to chat with and hang out with. Picking fabric colors is so much fun because it's with you. Thank you for listening to my endless chatter and for always loving me. Thank you for helping me with projects and being willing to teach me anything. Thank you for playing with my boys. It means the world to me. I am going to pretend that you live close by so it won't be as sad when you leave.
I love you.
Love,
Your daughter
Dear friends,
Thank you for coming to visit us today while our car was stuck in the shop. You brought us a yummy lunch and a little bit of sunshine. We loved talking and playing and catching up. It was wonderful and so are you.
Happily,
Your friends
Dear Autorepair Guys,
Thank you for taking especially good care of our car. Thank you for giving us wonderful service and explaining things carefully. For us non-mechanical people it is very comforting to have someone honest to trust. I have never been more impressed with customer service, speedy repairs, and overall quality in my car-maintenance.
Sincerely,
A satisfied customer
Dear Big Black Toy Spider,
Today you were Weston's best friend. You sat at the breakfast table, went on some pretty crazy adventures, took a few bites out of some bad guys, enjoyed a Diego episode, and were a pretty hilarious prop in a 3 year olds imaginitive play. Thanks for lasting through it all...you helped me get a lot of stuff done.
Sincerely,
A busy mom
Dear Darling Sweet Little Niece K,
You celebrated your second birthday today. We had a lot fun partying with you. You have so much spunk and excitement, you constantly make us smile and we just love you to pieces. Weston & Tave are always thrilled to visit you and I love your hugs and laughs.
We love you,
Your loving aunt, uncle, and cousins
Dear Blankie,
I don't know what I would do without you. My kisses paired with your soft silkiness can calm down Tave in under 1 minute. Every. Single. Time. You have become a favorite of mine because you are his. I have a feeling you'll be needed a lot during these next few months as Tave learns about all the new tricks he can (and sometimes shouldn't) do.
Yours,
A loving mom
Dear Professor,
I understand that my husband is getting his masters degree. This means he is gone a lot. And I'm supposed to be okay with that. Which I am (even though I hate it) It will all be worth it in the end. You did something wonderful tonight. You let class out early. Me and my boys were so happy to see Jeff an entire hour early. You really made our day.
A thousand thank you's
From,
A very grateful wife
Dear Hubby,
You are lying in bed waiting for me to lay my head down next to you. I am so excited to do that. Thank you for being the person who I get to spend forever with. Thank you for loving me and helping me want to be a better person. Becuase of you, because of us, I will get there.
Love,
Your wife
(ps so I'm giving credit where credit is due- I got this 'letter' idea from my friend, Noelle. Her blog is private or I would link you there. But I just had to try it out, you should too, it's so fun to change things up!)
You have been staying with us for a few days now. I love it. I love having you to chat with and hang out with. Picking fabric colors is so much fun because it's with you. Thank you for listening to my endless chatter and for always loving me. Thank you for helping me with projects and being willing to teach me anything. Thank you for playing with my boys. It means the world to me. I am going to pretend that you live close by so it won't be as sad when you leave.
I love you.
Love,
Your daughter
Dear friends,
Thank you for coming to visit us today while our car was stuck in the shop. You brought us a yummy lunch and a little bit of sunshine. We loved talking and playing and catching up. It was wonderful and so are you.
Happily,
Your friends
Dear Autorepair Guys,
Thank you for taking especially good care of our car. Thank you for giving us wonderful service and explaining things carefully. For us non-mechanical people it is very comforting to have someone honest to trust. I have never been more impressed with customer service, speedy repairs, and overall quality in my car-maintenance.
Sincerely,
A satisfied customer
Dear Big Black Toy Spider,
Today you were Weston's best friend. You sat at the breakfast table, went on some pretty crazy adventures, took a few bites out of some bad guys, enjoyed a Diego episode, and were a pretty hilarious prop in a 3 year olds imaginitive play. Thanks for lasting through it all...you helped me get a lot of stuff done.
Sincerely,
A busy mom
Dear Darling Sweet Little Niece K,
You celebrated your second birthday today. We had a lot fun partying with you. You have so much spunk and excitement, you constantly make us smile and we just love you to pieces. Weston & Tave are always thrilled to visit you and I love your hugs and laughs.
We love you,
Your loving aunt, uncle, and cousins
Dear Blankie,
I don't know what I would do without you. My kisses paired with your soft silkiness can calm down Tave in under 1 minute. Every. Single. Time. You have become a favorite of mine because you are his. I have a feeling you'll be needed a lot during these next few months as Tave learns about all the new tricks he can (and sometimes shouldn't) do.
Yours,
A loving mom
Dear Professor,
I understand that my husband is getting his masters degree. This means he is gone a lot. And I'm supposed to be okay with that. Which I am (even though I hate it) It will all be worth it in the end. You did something wonderful tonight. You let class out early. Me and my boys were so happy to see Jeff an entire hour early. You really made our day.
A thousand thank you's
From,
A very grateful wife
Dear Hubby,
You are lying in bed waiting for me to lay my head down next to you. I am so excited to do that. Thank you for being the person who I get to spend forever with. Thank you for loving me and helping me want to be a better person. Becuase of you, because of us, I will get there.
Love,
Your wife
(ps so I'm giving credit where credit is due- I got this 'letter' idea from my friend, Noelle. Her blog is private or I would link you there. But I just had to try it out, you should too, it's so fun to change things up!)
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
All by me-self
I love how Weston says 'myself'.
He says me-self.
Which I just can't bring myself to correct. It's so stinkin cute.
Anyways,
Tonight me and my mom went to the grocery store sans kiddos.
Jeff offered to take them on a jog while we shopped. (Thank you thank you, babe!)
Once at the store we decided to divide and conquer.
I slowly meandered down the isles to browse before hitting the hard-core grocery side of stuff.
It was bliss. I can't remember my last trip to the grocery store all by myself.
And while I definitely missed Tave's huge grin as he says Hi to every single person we pass, and Weston's stories about what Superman and Spiderman eat for breakfast...
I loved every minute.
He says me-self.
Which I just can't bring myself to correct. It's so stinkin cute.
Anyways,
Tonight me and my mom went to the grocery store sans kiddos.
Jeff offered to take them on a jog while we shopped. (Thank you thank you, babe!)
Once at the store we decided to divide and conquer.
I slowly meandered down the isles to browse before hitting the hard-core grocery side of stuff.
It was bliss. I can't remember my last trip to the grocery store all by myself.
And while I definitely missed Tave's huge grin as he says Hi to every single person we pass, and Weston's stories about what Superman and Spiderman eat for breakfast...
I loved every minute.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Somehow...
I have managed to let 3 months slip by without a single post.
I am sorry my dear, loyal readers. (Which really means 'my dear, loyal friends) I know you're out there.
When I checked my sitemeter I had 24 visits this week.
24!
I was shocked and surprised that despite my horrible lack of postings you would still check in on me.
I feel loved.
And so today I am beginning anew my daily thoughts on the beauty that surrounds me.
The past 3 months have been wonderfully busy and full of the crazy things that summer brings.
I have had lots and lots of high moments and some lonely ones. Some dissappointments in myself, in others, and in life. I was silly and didn't recognize that those are the times when I especially needed to focus on what was good, what was beautiful, and what was blessing my life. I let my frustrations keep me from here. I just didn't want to write some of the things that I felt.
But I was wrong.
Not because I was keeping the difficult and bad from this journal, but because I was letting it keep me from the good. From realizing all that I am blessed with, daily.
How often do I have to learn that lesson?
So here I am, Grateful:
For long days and weeks and months that show me I have and am more than I thought possible.
For a husband who never, ever gives up on me and tells me constantly how much he loves me.
For little boys who laugh and smile and run with open arms for a kiss and a hug. Whose excitement for learning and life make me so glad that I am their mom.
For new babies and new life and the complete joy they bring to families.
For Moms and Dads whose visits last long enough to make it feel like we *almost* live close by.
For family who visit and make my day by playing Ticket to Ride. Yeah, it's that awesome!
For friends. Those angel people who come in the form of sisters, moms, neighbors, phone calls, notes on my door, emails, cupcakes, and surprise gifts.
You are the beauty in my past 3 months.
And for that I thank you.
I am sorry my dear, loyal readers. (Which really means 'my dear, loyal friends) I know you're out there.
When I checked my sitemeter I had 24 visits this week.
24!
I was shocked and surprised that despite my horrible lack of postings you would still check in on me.
I feel loved.
And so today I am beginning anew my daily thoughts on the beauty that surrounds me.
The past 3 months have been wonderfully busy and full of the crazy things that summer brings.
I have had lots and lots of high moments and some lonely ones. Some dissappointments in myself, in others, and in life. I was silly and didn't recognize that those are the times when I especially needed to focus on what was good, what was beautiful, and what was blessing my life. I let my frustrations keep me from here. I just didn't want to write some of the things that I felt.
But I was wrong.
Not because I was keeping the difficult and bad from this journal, but because I was letting it keep me from the good. From realizing all that I am blessed with, daily.
How often do I have to learn that lesson?
So here I am, Grateful:
For long days and weeks and months that show me I have and am more than I thought possible.
For a husband who never, ever gives up on me and tells me constantly how much he loves me.
For little boys who laugh and smile and run with open arms for a kiss and a hug. Whose excitement for learning and life make me so glad that I am their mom.
For new babies and new life and the complete joy they bring to families.
For Moms and Dads whose visits last long enough to make it feel like we *almost* live close by.
For family who visit and make my day by playing Ticket to Ride. Yeah, it's that awesome!
For friends. Those angel people who come in the form of sisters, moms, neighbors, phone calls, notes on my door, emails, cupcakes, and surprise gifts.
You are the beauty in my past 3 months.
And for that I thank you.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
An attempt to procrastinate...
I'm supposed to be packing.
Ug. I love going on trips but I sure hate packing.
But I have my lists, I have my bags, and I think everything is now in one room. That always helps.
So here I go.
Off to pack.
To pinch and shove and make it all fit.
And then hope I didn't forget some of the most important items. (Like I tend to do when I'm frantically packing the night before!)
Well...procrastination over. I want to go to bed soon.
Texas here we come!!!
Ug. I love going on trips but I sure hate packing.
But I have my lists, I have my bags, and I think everything is now in one room. That always helps.
So here I go.
Off to pack.
To pinch and shove and make it all fit.
And then hope I didn't forget some of the most important items. (Like I tend to do when I'm frantically packing the night before!)
Well...procrastination over. I want to go to bed soon.
Texas here we come!!!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Week 2 of the quilt along...
I don't know why looking at my stack of fabric strips makes me so happy...
but it does.
I just love that pretty soon it is going to be sewn.
And cut some more.
And then sewn again~
to make something beautiful
and cozy
and lasting.
An heirloom.
How exciting!!
Monday, June 1, 2009
100
Ooooh, this is my 100th post!! Wow. Thiscalls for some kind of celebrating.
Which means 100 things about me. Lucky you. ;)
Okay. I think I can do this. Here goes:
Which means 100 things about me. Lucky you. ;)
Okay. I think I can do this. Here goes:
- My name is Nicole.
- My middle name is Marie.
- I am married to my very best friend who I love so much. His name is Jeff.
- We were married in the San Diego Temple.
- We have two sweet, beautiful little boys.
- My first girl's middle name will be Marie.
- I have a twin sister.
- I have 1 fabulous younger sister and 2 amazing younger brothers
- I have 3 sisters in law, & 4 brothers in law. I love them all.
- My 3 nieces and 3 nephews are some of my very favorite people. They are all so stinkin cute.
- I love the color pink. and green. and turquoise right now.
- My favorite holiday is Christmas.
- I am 28 years old.
- I took clogging classes when I was younger.
- I graduated from Ricks College.
- My first major at Ricks was Performing Arts.
- I quickly switched that major to Interpersonal Communications.
- But I have grown up always wanting to act and have been in a few plays.
- I love to sing and often sing at the top of my lungs. Good thing my boys love music.
- I love being married and being a mom.
- I also love my life.
- I have taken 2 voice lessons in my life but it is my goal to take a lot more of them eventually.
- I took piano lessons for 1 year and wish wish wish I had taken them longer. So sometime in my life I will also take piano.
- I want to learn the violin.
- I was on the dance team in high school.
- I am LDS
- I have brown hair and brown eyes..and I like that.
- I love to make things.
- I am currently making my first quilt.
- My favorite sport to play is volleyball. That doesn't mean I am good.
- My favorite sport to watch is basketball...
- However, I am learning to love football
- since I am married to a Cowboys fan!
- My favorite candy is skittles. And reeses pieces. and anything chocolate. but no nuts.
- My favorite food is lasagna. However, I am really craving tacos right now.
- I don't really love cooking.
- But I do love feeding my family.
- I love cereal. I think it could be eaten at any meal.
- I also love ice cream. Hmmm... sweet tooth here.
- But salad is my other favorite food.
- I love eating salad with ranch dressing and sunflower seeds.
- I make a fabulous banana bread. Well..we all like it.
- I grew up in CA.
- I love the beach more than just about any other place.
- I have only been to 2 other countries: Mexico and Ecuador.
- I have been to Mexico on family vacations and
- on a cruise for my honeymoon.
- I have worked in orphanages in Ecuador. I loved it and miss those beautiful, sweet babies.
- I have worked with children with Autism. And I love them.
- I love road trips. Errr.. I loved them as a child and as an adult. As a mom to toddlers they are a little crazy.
- One of my favorite family vacations is camping.
- I have been water skiing, wakeboarding, and kneeboarding.
- I love wakeboarding the most.
- My first car was a toyota corolla. Great little car.
- I absolutely LOVE reading.
- Fantasy and YA novels are my favorite.
- Someday I will write a novel.
- Someday I will also be organized....
- Because if I'm honest with myself, I know I'm not (organized that is)
- I want to take a photography class.
- I would love to own a Canon Rebel. Somday!
- I also want to take a photoshop class.
- I have my own etsy shop.
- I love my parents.
- I love my in-laws too!
- I just have the best family ever. Really, I do.
- I wear chapstick.
- I seldom wear lipstick.
- I put on makeup every single day. Well, minus the days my husband asks me not to...for some reason he likes when I don't wear it?!
- I like to jog.
- I am afraid of losing my sight.
- I took Sign Language classes in college. It is such a beautiful language.
- I like the snow for about 2 days. Then I hate the snow.
- I have snowboarded. I really liked it, but haven't gone much.
- I graduated from BYU with a degree in Marriage, Family, Human Development.
- I love learning.
- I greatly dislike speaking in front of people.
- I much prefer small groups
- I LOVE to play games.
- My current favorite game is Ticket to Ride.
- I am terrified of heights.
- I will try most anything once. And only once. (except really really really gross things)
- My favorite restaurant is Cafe Rio. Oh and Fuddruckers.
- I am also absolutely terrified of sharks. Even more than heights.
- My favorite place to be is home.
- I love a clean house.
- Sometimes my clean laundry never gets folded and we wear everything out of the basket. But only sometimes.
- I read to my boys every single day.
- I want to live in a warm state.
- but I am happy with my life. :)
- I love giving gifts.
- I daydream a lot. About places to go, things to see, people to visit. and then I wake up and know that I am in heaven right here.
- I love sleeping in.
- But I also love being up early and feeling productive.
- Sea World is my favorite theme park.
- Lost is my favorite TV show. And American Idol.
- I have lived in 3 different states so far.
- I want to visit every single state someday!!
- I will accomplish everything on my dream list
- With my sweet family right by my side!
That's it: 100 things about me that I am SURE you wanted to know!!
Happy 100!
Friday, May 29, 2009
More happy thoughts...
On the days when I am the most tired, least patient, and completely overwhelmed with everything on my to-do list...
I just have to sit back and think about all of the beauty that surrounds me.
Those happy little moments throughout the day that put things in perspective:
Tave's pats on my back when I pick him up.
Weston's laugh when I say something funny.
Weston saying something funny.
Seeing Tave SO proud of himself because he climbed ALL of the stairs.
The gorgeous weather we've been having.
How the second shopping trip of the day was surprisingly smooth considering the time of day (dinner time) and I found a very cute shirt for tomorrow's photo shoot.
A visit from a friend.
Hanging out with my sister and niece while the guys worked on the shop.
Feeling the baby in Shar's tummy turn just a little.
Jamba Juice and pretzel bites.
and, of course, that sweet kiss from my hubby at the end of the day.
I'd say it was a pretty good day, afterall.
I just have to sit back and think about all of the beauty that surrounds me.
Those happy little moments throughout the day that put things in perspective:
Tave's pats on my back when I pick him up.
Weston's laugh when I say something funny.
Weston saying something funny.
Seeing Tave SO proud of himself because he climbed ALL of the stairs.
The gorgeous weather we've been having.
How the second shopping trip of the day was surprisingly smooth considering the time of day (dinner time) and I found a very cute shirt for tomorrow's photo shoot.
A visit from a friend.
Hanging out with my sister and niece while the guys worked on the shop.
Feeling the baby in Shar's tummy turn just a little.
Jamba Juice and pretzel bites.
and, of course, that sweet kiss from my hubby at the end of the day.
I'd say it was a pretty good day, afterall.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Good thing...
We were up at least 5 times last night with our stuffy nosed sweety of a 2 year old.
He hates stuffy/runny noses. One minute it's running all over the place and the next you go to blow and nothing will come out. Quite annoying. I can understand why he was so miserable and frustrated.
As I lay back on my pillow for what felt like the millionth time last night, I thought to myself: "Self, it's a pretty darn good thing you went to bed as early as you did or you would be ever more tired than you are right now."
So it pays to go to bed early.
Also, Jeff and I read along as we watched this talk by Elder Holland again. It's incredible. We try to read it every couple of months as a reminder. (Here are some of my previous thoughts on it)
And wow. I have so much to work on.
But it helped. It helped me be more patient and kind in my speaking today. It helped me keep my mouth closed when I wanted to say something I shouldn't. It helped me turn a possibly-could-have-been-not-so-nice way of saying things into a postive-uplifting-was-very-nice comment instead.
So it's a good thing I read that too.
It's amazing how some very small choices made a huge difference in my day.
He hates stuffy/runny noses. One minute it's running all over the place and the next you go to blow and nothing will come out. Quite annoying. I can understand why he was so miserable and frustrated.
As I lay back on my pillow for what felt like the millionth time last night, I thought to myself: "Self, it's a pretty darn good thing you went to bed as early as you did or you would be ever more tired than you are right now."
So it pays to go to bed early.
Also, Jeff and I read along as we watched this talk by Elder Holland again. It's incredible. We try to read it every couple of months as a reminder. (Here are some of my previous thoughts on it)
And wow. I have so much to work on.
But it helped. It helped me be more patient and kind in my speaking today. It helped me keep my mouth closed when I wanted to say something I shouldn't. It helped me turn a possibly-could-have-been-not-so-nice way of saying things into a postive-uplifting-was-very-nice comment instead.
So it's a good thing I read that too.
It's amazing how some very small choices made a huge difference in my day.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Sleepy-head
We are going to bed before 10 o'clock tonight.
And I am so thrilled. The idea of so much sleep is making me all cozy and happy.
Because I don't think we've gone to bed that early since before we had children.
Not because of our children, welllll.... maybe in a way it is because of them...
Our kiddos are in bed by 730, 8 tops.
That means we have the rest of our evening to ourselves. And I sure like to jam pack my evening full of conversations, crafting, emailing, blogging, cleaning and everything that I might try to do during the day but only happens half-way, or a quarter-way, or no way.
Which usually means I am up until midnight. Pretty much every night. And if I get some reading in after all of this, well it's even later than that.
So even though I have lots of new items to post in my shop
and a great book calling my name
and a quilt that wants to be made
and lots and lots of blogs to catch up on
and a house that's begging to be cleaned...
I am going to sleep.
Good night!
And I am so thrilled. The idea of so much sleep is making me all cozy and happy.
Because I don't think we've gone to bed that early since before we had children.
Not because of our children, welllll.... maybe in a way it is because of them...
Our kiddos are in bed by 730, 8 tops.
That means we have the rest of our evening to ourselves. And I sure like to jam pack my evening full of conversations, crafting, emailing, blogging, cleaning and everything that I might try to do during the day but only happens half-way, or a quarter-way, or no way.
Which usually means I am up until midnight. Pretty much every night. And if I get some reading in after all of this, well it's even later than that.
So even though I have lots of new items to post in my shop
and a great book calling my name
and a quilt that wants to be made
and lots and lots of blogs to catch up on
and a house that's begging to be cleaned...
I am going to sleep.
Good night!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Snail Mail
We live in the days of computers, iphones, emails, and pretty much instantaneous access to whomever or whatever we would like.
No wonder our children are not developing patience.
(but that is another day's post)
Getting actual mail from the mailbox may take a little longer, but it sure is a treat and something special!
So how surprised was I when today I received not 1, not 2, not 3, but 4 different items of mail that made my day. (and NONE of them were bills!)
Mail #1:
A 1 year old birthday announcement for my cousins darling little girl, Abby. Abbers, we sure love and miss you. We cannot wait to meet you very very soon!
Mail #2: A lovely invitation to Jeff's cousin's bridal shower. Erin, Congratulations on your upcoming wedding! I so wish I could be there. We are thrilled for you and Luke and can't wait to see and hear about all of the details of your perfect day!!
Mail #3: A package of earrings that I got for a steal of a deal on etsy. Oh how I love etsy. Thanks, Emily. They are gorgeous and I can't wait to wear them!
Mail #4: My sweet mom surprised me with a package full of some vintage buttons. Mom, your sweet, fun little package made my day. Thank you! I am already imagining the possibilities. I'm thinking some really cool necklaces are about to be made...
What a happy-making day!
Have you gotten anything exciting via snail mail lately?
No wonder our children are not developing patience.
(but that is another day's post)
Getting actual mail from the mailbox may take a little longer, but it sure is a treat and something special!
So how surprised was I when today I received not 1, not 2, not 3, but 4 different items of mail that made my day. (and NONE of them were bills!)
Mail #1:
A 1 year old birthday announcement for my cousins darling little girl, Abby. Abbers, we sure love and miss you. We cannot wait to meet you very very soon!
Mail #2: A lovely invitation to Jeff's cousin's bridal shower. Erin, Congratulations on your upcoming wedding! I so wish I could be there. We are thrilled for you and Luke and can't wait to see and hear about all of the details of your perfect day!!
Mail #3: A package of earrings that I got for a steal of a deal on etsy. Oh how I love etsy. Thanks, Emily. They are gorgeous and I can't wait to wear them!
Mail #4: My sweet mom surprised me with a package full of some vintage buttons. Mom, your sweet, fun little package made my day. Thank you! I am already imagining the possibilities. I'm thinking some really cool necklaces are about to be made...
What a happy-making day!
Have you gotten anything exciting via snail mail lately?
Monday, May 25, 2009
Summer means...
Campouts and bonfires-
Holding hands with my hubby as we stroll down the gravel path to our campsite.
Good company and scrumptious smores around the campfire before bed.
Birds chirping ever so loudly while I am trying to get a little extra snoozing in the morning.
Rock-climbing and hiking and enjoying all the beauty of nature.
Bright, sun-shiny days.
Backyard barbeques-
Yummy, delicious hamburgers with all the fixins.
Barefeet in the grass.
The sound of my children playing and squealing with their friends.
Laughter and light-hearted conversation with our own dear friends.
Summer is officially here and I am in heaven!!
Holding hands with my hubby as we stroll down the gravel path to our campsite.
Good company and scrumptious smores around the campfire before bed.
Birds chirping ever so loudly while I am trying to get a little extra snoozing in the morning.
Rock-climbing and hiking and enjoying all the beauty of nature.
Bright, sun-shiny days.
Backyard barbeques-
Yummy, delicious hamburgers with all the fixins.
Barefeet in the grass.
The sound of my children playing and squealing with their friends.
Laughter and light-hearted conversation with our own dear friends.
Summer is officially here and I am in heaven!!
Friday, May 22, 2009
A camping we will go...
We are headed off to a fabulous evening of bbq-ing, smores, camfires, and tents.
It has been WAY too long since
A. we went camping and
B. Jeff and I got a night alone.
This will take care of both of those!!
I am so excited!!
It has been WAY too long since
A. we went camping and
B. Jeff and I got a night alone.
This will take care of both of those!!
I am so excited!!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Conversation
I am a talker. Anyone who knows me well knows this.
(Well, I am a person to person talker. Talking in front of people, not so much.)
I think I've passed this lovely trait on to Weston. This boy loves to talk. And boy oh boy does he have a lot to say.
It's so fun having a little friend to talk to all day long. It makes the fact that he's growing up not quite so hard. Mostly. ;)
Here's a conversation with West from last night:
Background - Weston fell off the playground at the park. From pretty high. He hit his head, landed on his arm/shoulder, and scraped his shin really bad. Yeah, not my proudest mommy-moment. I feel absolutely horrible.
So here's what Weston told Jeff about it:
J- What did you do today?
W - I go to the park. I falled down from really really high.
J - Oh no! Did it hurt?
W - Yes.
J - Are you okay?
W - Yes. I okay. I falled and hurt my guns. But my guns okay, they are strong.
See my strong guns. GRRRRRRR!!! (while flexing his arms and shaking them)
Oh I love hearing what this kiddo comes up with...and that he's okay after all!
(Well, I am a person to person talker. Talking in front of people, not so much.)
I think I've passed this lovely trait on to Weston. This boy loves to talk. And boy oh boy does he have a lot to say.
It's so fun having a little friend to talk to all day long. It makes the fact that he's growing up not quite so hard. Mostly. ;)
Here's a conversation with West from last night:
Background - Weston fell off the playground at the park. From pretty high. He hit his head, landed on his arm/shoulder, and scraped his shin really bad. Yeah, not my proudest mommy-moment. I feel absolutely horrible.
So here's what Weston told Jeff about it:
J- What did you do today?
W - I go to the park. I falled down from really really high.
J - Oh no! Did it hurt?
W - Yes.
J - Are you okay?
W - Yes. I okay. I falled and hurt my guns. But my guns okay, they are strong.
See my strong guns. GRRRRRRR!!! (while flexing his arms and shaking them)
Oh I love hearing what this kiddo comes up with...and that he's okay after all!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Dear Self,
I just thought I would let you know that you are doing a pretty good job. Sometimes, okay, a lot times, you don't think so. And a lot of the time you worry unnecessarily and stress yourself out. But I am here to tell you that things usually turn out for the best. Life is really good and yours is pretty darn great. You just need to remember that every so often.
Play with your boys. Give your hubby a kiss. Call someone you love. Read your scriptures. Find someone to serve.
Love,
Me
Play with your boys. Give your hubby a kiss. Call someone you love. Read your scriptures. Find someone to serve.
Love,
Me
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Quilt Giveaway
Enter here for an incredible quilt giveaway from Liz of Pigtails and Snails. It's an original quilt design and oh so darling. I LOVE her quilts!!
Also, Dana, of Old Red Barn Co. is doing a 6 week quilt along. I am trying to follow along as best as I can...but having a 3 week vacation in the middle means my quilt *probably* won't be done on time. But at least I'll be trying! I am SO thrilled to start my first quilt ever!!!
I am already so addicted to fabrics stores, fabric, and sewing. (All thanks to my wonderfully crafty mom!!) So this is the perfect jump into quilting for anyone who has ever had a desire to quilt but doesn't know where to start.
Good luck!
Also, Dana, of Old Red Barn Co. is doing a 6 week quilt along. I am trying to follow along as best as I can...but having a 3 week vacation in the middle means my quilt *probably* won't be done on time. But at least I'll be trying! I am SO thrilled to start my first quilt ever!!!
I am already so addicted to fabrics stores, fabric, and sewing. (All thanks to my wonderfully crafty mom!!) So this is the perfect jump into quilting for anyone who has ever had a desire to quilt but doesn't know where to start.
Good luck!
Monday, May 18, 2009
It's all in the name
What is it about names that gets me going?
I LOVE to think about names, to come up with lists of possible children's names, to pair them with middle names, to mix and match, to hear other people's name ideas, to go type in names on nymbler.com and see some fun options I hadn't thought of, to read baby name books, to read about celebrity baby names, I could go on and on.
Maybe my husband will finally have a sane wife when we're done having children. Maybe.
I'm not expecting. Really I'm not. But it is just so much fun.
The best, most awesome moments are when a name just magically fits together and you know it is one you could really hear yourself calling a child. Or when you give a suggestion that someone actually really likes and wants to use. And even better, still, is when you and your husband actually agree on a name waaaay ahead of time so you know there won't be much discussion at all.
Umm, yeah, that last one will only happen for us if we have a girl.
So. Does anyone else have this name obsession...I mean quirk.
It's a quirk. That's all.
Is anyone else quirky like me?! ;)
I LOVE to think about names, to come up with lists of possible children's names, to pair them with middle names, to mix and match, to hear other people's name ideas, to go type in names on nymbler.com and see some fun options I hadn't thought of, to read baby name books, to read about celebrity baby names, I could go on and on.
Maybe my husband will finally have a sane wife when we're done having children. Maybe.
I'm not expecting. Really I'm not. But it is just so much fun.
The best, most awesome moments are when a name just magically fits together and you know it is one you could really hear yourself calling a child. Or when you give a suggestion that someone actually really likes and wants to use. And even better, still, is when you and your husband actually agree on a name waaaay ahead of time so you know there won't be much discussion at all.
Umm, yeah, that last one will only happen for us if we have a girl.
So. Does anyone else have this name obsession...I mean quirk.
It's a quirk. That's all.
Is anyone else quirky like me?! ;)
Friday, May 15, 2009
A good day
Today was a really really good day.
Nothing outstanding or fabulous to make it good, just one of those days.
The kids did really well together, got over frustrations quickly, said sorry, listened when they were asked, K & W actually stayed in the backyard when we played outside., you know- just little things like this all day long that made it great.
Here are a few of the memorable moments:
We played hide and seek. It was hilarious. They just wanted to look for me. So I hid over and over and over again. The last time I hid they started looking and then got sidetracked and played instead. So I was stuck until I said "hey, where's mommy? Come find me, please!!" Then they laughed and giggled and thought it was so funny that I was still hiding. What a hoot.
Music time. I said 'Hey, let's do music time' and no joke, Tave started patting his legs and said hello. (Our music time always starts with the 'Hello' song and tapping our legs.) So I have a musical genious. ;) Not really, but it was seriously cool that he recognized what I was talking about. That or a really really really big coincidence.
When Shar got home from work we had about a half hour to chat, hang out, and check out the amazing deals she got at Kohls. I love my sister. And I love the time we get together. I also love when she tells me about fabulous sales...see below
We went to Kohls and got a screaming deal on Tave's birthday present. (his party is tomorrow so it's okay that we didn't shop yet!) Most toys at Kohls are 40% off right now and then I had a 30% off your entire purchase coupon on top of that. Like I said, awesome awesome deal. I love it when that happens!!
We also got Weston some underwear. He's kind of been showing interest in potty training. We'll see what happens..I'm not pushing. I was planning on giving him underwear for his b-day in June, and then starting once we got back from Texas. So we'll see. It was so cute to see him in little boys' underpants. To say he was excited would be an understatement! It was one of those I-can't-believe-my-baby-is-such-a-big-boy-now moments.
Weston & Tave's favorite thing to do with Jeff is be thrown in the lovesack. It's a nightly ritual and it always gets us all laughing. Wouldn't you know- West decided Mommy had to be thrown in too. So Jeff did. And it was pretty darn fun.
And last, but not least, my dear sweet hubby did the dishes and clean up for the night and then he even made the cupcakes for Tave's party. I don't know what else to say besides: I love you, Babe, you're the best!!
After all that, I'd say the day wasn't just good-- it was absolutely, positively fantastic!!
Nothing outstanding or fabulous to make it good, just one of those days.
The kids did really well together, got over frustrations quickly, said sorry, listened when they were asked, K & W actually stayed in the backyard when we played outside., you know- just little things like this all day long that made it great.
Here are a few of the memorable moments:
We played hide and seek. It was hilarious. They just wanted to look for me. So I hid over and over and over again. The last time I hid they started looking and then got sidetracked and played instead. So I was stuck until I said "hey, where's mommy? Come find me, please!!" Then they laughed and giggled and thought it was so funny that I was still hiding. What a hoot.
Music time. I said 'Hey, let's do music time' and no joke, Tave started patting his legs and said hello. (Our music time always starts with the 'Hello' song and tapping our legs.) So I have a musical genious. ;) Not really, but it was seriously cool that he recognized what I was talking about. That or a really really really big coincidence.
When Shar got home from work we had about a half hour to chat, hang out, and check out the amazing deals she got at Kohls. I love my sister. And I love the time we get together. I also love when she tells me about fabulous sales...see below
We went to Kohls and got a screaming deal on Tave's birthday present. (his party is tomorrow so it's okay that we didn't shop yet!) Most toys at Kohls are 40% off right now and then I had a 30% off your entire purchase coupon on top of that. Like I said, awesome awesome deal. I love it when that happens!!
We also got Weston some underwear. He's kind of been showing interest in potty training. We'll see what happens..I'm not pushing. I was planning on giving him underwear for his b-day in June, and then starting once we got back from Texas. So we'll see. It was so cute to see him in little boys' underpants. To say he was excited would be an understatement! It was one of those I-can't-believe-my-baby-is-such-a-big-boy-now moments.
Weston & Tave's favorite thing to do with Jeff is be thrown in the lovesack. It's a nightly ritual and it always gets us all laughing. Wouldn't you know- West decided Mommy had to be thrown in too. So Jeff did. And it was pretty darn fun.
And last, but not least, my dear sweet hubby did the dishes and clean up for the night and then he even made the cupcakes for Tave's party. I don't know what else to say besides: I love you, Babe, you're the best!!
After all that, I'd say the day wasn't just good-- it was absolutely, positively fantastic!!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Flowers
These were delivered to our door today.
We loved sticking our noses right in the middle and breathing in the lovely spring scent.
We gazed at the gorgeous blooms and talked about our favorite colors.
We gave the little bear a squeeze and tickled his tummy.
I think it's safe to say we LOVE them.
Thank you, thank you David.
This was a wonderful surprise and we feel so spoiled!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Scattergories
I LOVE games. Love them.
It is always so fun to sit down with family and friends to play games.
I love the laughter, the funny stories, and just being together.
Scattergories is one of my all-time favorites. So when my friend, Amanda, sent me this email version of Scattergories I thought it'd work great as a post as well. So, here ya go!
If you want to 'Play' just do a post of your own but you have to come up with words that start with the first letter of YOUR name!! If you want to get really into it...you can time yourself like the official Scattergories...
Have fun!!
1. What is your name: Nicole
2. A 4 letter word: Nice
3. A boy’s name: Nathaniel
4. A girl’s name: Nya (our girl when we get one!)
5. An occupation: Nurse
6. Color: Navy blue (did you know that there are only 2, YES 2 colors that start with N?? I looked it up in Wikipedia because I was curious...I could only think of Navy blue. Interesting. Here is the complete list of colors with their color swatch. Cool, huh. PS apparently Nude is not a color;)
7. Something you wear: Nylons
8. A beverage: Nestle Quick
9. Food: Nectarine
10. Something found in the bathroom: Nose cleaner outer thingy (for babies)
11. A place: Norway
12. A reason for being late: Nodded off
13. Something you shout: NO! (especially if you're my 2 year old!)
It is always so fun to sit down with family and friends to play games.
I love the laughter, the funny stories, and just being together.
Scattergories is one of my all-time favorites. So when my friend, Amanda, sent me this email version of Scattergories I thought it'd work great as a post as well. So, here ya go!
If you want to 'Play' just do a post of your own but you have to come up with words that start with the first letter of YOUR name!! If you want to get really into it...you can time yourself like the official Scattergories...
Have fun!!
1. What is your name: Nicole
2. A 4 letter word: Nice
3. A boy’s name: Nathaniel
4. A girl’s name: Nya (our girl when we get one!)
5. An occupation: Nurse
6. Color: Navy blue (did you know that there are only 2, YES 2 colors that start with N?? I looked it up in Wikipedia because I was curious...I could only think of Navy blue. Interesting. Here is the complete list of colors with their color swatch. Cool, huh. PS apparently Nude is not a color;)
7. Something you wear: Nylons
8. A beverage: Nestle Quick
9. Food: Nectarine
10. Something found in the bathroom: Nose cleaner outer thingy (for babies)
11. A place: Norway
12. A reason for being late: Nodded off
13. Something you shout: NO! (especially if you're my 2 year old!)
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Let's take a picture
One of my favorite parts of any day are Weston's phrases.
2 1/2 (almost 3) year olds say THE greatest things.
I sat down on Jeff's lap and Weston looked at us, gave a little giggle, and then said "Oh, I take a picture!"
Love it!
2 1/2 (almost 3) year olds say THE greatest things.
I sat down on Jeff's lap and Weston looked at us, gave a little giggle, and then said "Oh, I take a picture!"
Love it!
Monday, May 11, 2009
Happy Mother's Day to Me!
My Mother's Day was perfect.
Enjoyed a wonderful dinner out with my guys on Saturday night. (Chilis...mmm)
Slept in.
Ate a scrumptious breakfast made by my hubby.
Played with the boys.
Opened some very sweet gifts from my guys. (A pearl necklace from the boys and a gift card to go shopping from Jeff: absolutely perfect!)
Was spiritually enlightened and filled at Church.
Came home and enjoyed some quiet time while the boys napped and Jeff made dinner.
Ate a delicious dinner.
Played some more and had a fabulous evening with my guys.
Thank You, Jeff.
You always know how to make my day!!
Enjoyed a wonderful dinner out with my guys on Saturday night. (Chilis...mmm)
Slept in.
Ate a scrumptious breakfast made by my hubby.
Played with the boys.
Opened some very sweet gifts from my guys. (A pearl necklace from the boys and a gift card to go shopping from Jeff: absolutely perfect!)
Was spiritually enlightened and filled at Church.
Came home and enjoyed some quiet time while the boys napped and Jeff made dinner.
Ate a delicious dinner.
Played some more and had a fabulous evening with my guys.
Thank You, Jeff.
You always know how to make my day!!
This cute cute picture was taken by Weston. He LOVES being photographer. While we could have taken one ourselves that didn't have fingerprints on the lens and was centered and...well...better, I am so in love with this shot. I love my little 3 year old and his excitement over trying new things!! I had to leave it unedited so you could fully appreciate it. ;)
"When they placed you in my arms you slipped into my heart"
These boys give me the happiest moments of my life. They have filled my heart more than I ever knew possible. I am a better wife, better mother, and a better person because they are mine.
Thank you, Heavenly Father, for knowing exactly who I needed in my life.
I am trying to be the mom they deserve.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Two moments...
that absolutely made my day.
1. Tave figured out how to snort.
He got the biggest kick out of it and kept doing it over and over and over again. It was fun to see him so pleased with himself.
Kapria & I could not stop laughing.
2. Weston and I were driving home and had this conversation:
Me: Hey, bud, how're you doing back there?
West: I fine.
Me: I'm so glad you're fine. I am so tired.
West: Mommy not tired, you're pretty. I am tired.
Me: Awww thanks, bud, that is so sweet!
I don't want to forget these beautiful little moments that make up my life.
Oh how I love my boys.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
It was late...
I wrote last night's post really late.
I swear I wrote where he was going. But, ooops, I guess not!
So for those of you waiting in suspense...
I swear I wrote where he was going. But, ooops, I guess not!
So for those of you waiting in suspense...
Mckenon is called to serve a mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints in Portugal.
So awesome.
Here's a link that tells a little about missionary work.
And here are a couple awesome talks about missionary work:
What I want my son to know before he leaves on his mission by President James E. Faust
Missionary Service by Elder Earl C. Tingey
Missionary Service by Elder Earl C. Tingey
And of course, the powerful and inspired Preach my Gospel.
Congrats, bud, we are so thrilled for you!!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Service
"...when ye are in the service of your fellowbeings, ye are only in the service of your God." Mosiah 2:17
My brother opened his mission call today.
We anxiously waited while he read the words that would tell him where he will be living and serving for the next 2 years of his life.
I thought of the missionaries from long ago who were called to serve for months, years, and even their lifetime.
I thought of how I have been asked to serve our Heavenly Father in my little space of the world. The way in which I serve may vary over the months and years but I can know that, if I am willing, I will serve him my entire lifetime.
Jeff and I have been talking about what sets certain people apart from the rest. In the lesson in his Priesthood class on Sunday they talked about what time we choose to give. Everyone is busy. But are we serving only when we have time, or are we taking the time to serve? Are we giving that extra little push we have at the end of the day to the Lord?
I think that is what sets people apart.
Mckenon will be giving every day for the next 2 years to serving our Heavenly Father and His children. He will be a full-time missionary. That is his call.
What is mine? My 'call' is to keep my covenants. To give of my time and my talents. To love and serve. Every single day.
My brother opened his mission call today.
We anxiously waited while he read the words that would tell him where he will be living and serving for the next 2 years of his life.
I thought of the missionaries from long ago who were called to serve for months, years, and even their lifetime.
I thought of how I have been asked to serve our Heavenly Father in my little space of the world. The way in which I serve may vary over the months and years but I can know that, if I am willing, I will serve him my entire lifetime.
Jeff and I have been talking about what sets certain people apart from the rest. In the lesson in his Priesthood class on Sunday they talked about what time we choose to give. Everyone is busy. But are we serving only when we have time, or are we taking the time to serve? Are we giving that extra little push we have at the end of the day to the Lord?
I think that is what sets people apart.
Mckenon will be giving every day for the next 2 years to serving our Heavenly Father and His children. He will be a full-time missionary. That is his call.
What is mine? My 'call' is to keep my covenants. To give of my time and my talents. To love and serve. Every single day.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Priceless
We chose to have our kiddos pretty quickly after getting married. It was something we both felt very strongly about. We knew we were supposed to start our family. And what do you know, Heavenly Father felt pretty strongly about that, too, because along came Weston and then along came Tave.
Having our kiddos right away meant we still had a lot of school to get through.
I had a job that I loved and could have been very happy working there to get us through school and save up quite a bit of extra money.
But we decided that where I was needed most was right at home with our little ones.
Sometimes it can be hard to see the things that other people have, the trips they take, the places they see, and the things they can buy...
Having our kiddos right away meant we still had a lot of school to get through.
I had a job that I loved and could have been very happy working there to get us through school and save up quite a bit of extra money.
But we decided that where I was needed most was right at home with our little ones.
Sometimes it can be hard to see the things that other people have, the trips they take, the places they see, and the things they can buy...
But I wouldn't trade these precious years for anything.
I know we made the right choice.
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